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Jaeden.. what the hell do you want from me? It's 3 am for fucks sake.
Woah..woah, calm down, I just wanted to check on you..like..
Like what Jaeden?
[already choking on his tears]
...like before.. you remember? How I'd call you at midnight and how we'd fall asleep while talking to each other till dawn..
Jaeden..
How your laugh would keep me awake the whole night and how I would try to wait for you, listening to you start snoring when you've fallen asleep, long thinking that you've ended your call already? I wonder if you'd remember how....
[teary eyed already. ]
Jaeden! Stop, just stop. Why are you even crying like this? I thought your already fine...
[clenches his jaws, trying to keep his anger and sadness at bay]
IM CLEARLY NOT!
[finally break into tears]
JAEDEN! Stop this.. you said you were fine but clearly your not.. I can't do this, Jaeden, I told you that.
[sound of despair]
I loved you, Lena. I love you, Lena and I will always do, you were my life, my light, and fire that burned my soul..
[bitter]
Exactly Jaeden, I was the fire that burned you. And now, maybe.. just maybe.. I burned you too much.
I let you burn me.
[scoffs]
I guess you shouldn't have let me.
Don't say that. I never will regret anything I.. we said or did.
[mumbles]
..I don't know about that..
[confused]
What do you mean?
Bye Jaeden.
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