GHOST'S HOME
Ughhhhhhhhh
*flops down on bed*
I hate people...
*looks at phone*
You ever get that feeling were you just know someone who is important to you is just purely lying to you and then that feeling is right. You just know that how ever many year whatever you guys did is just erased from their memory, its like they never even knew you. Actually no it get even worse when they do still sometimes hang around but then they leave the next day. Thats what im going through with just about everyone i ever knew right now... and im just trying to cover it up with "oh I just came out this feels amazing, I don't need problems just forgive them" and "you're getting a puppy this weekend don't be so down" its like my brain is trying to be a mom were its thinks its helping but its just makin it worse. Everything is just so stupid i don't understand why i should live when every person ever is becoming an idiot. Theres nothing thats really keeping me here but my age, if only I was just a little older then I could move...
Move away from everything, everyone
And just start a new life alone and just not with the whole friends thing and the whole life is better when someone is there for you. Because really all that happens when you have someone there for you, you just get even lonely then you were before. You become more needy you become more wanting for that person and one mess up they do you just let out all your emotions. All you do when you have someone...you become more blind then a hairless mole. Something is wrong with everything...
Now I know whoever or whatever you are can read this I don't know why you're always reading my thoughts. Is it amusing to you, just watching me suffer. Is that what you call "fun on a Friday night"....well I don't want any part of it anymore.
I just want to be done.....
