Betrayed

our life begins

everyday here at little's was always the same...nothing particularly different just that it's my aunt's birthday....
      Although she wasn't going to make a fuss out of it I certainly didn't go down without a fight to prove to her that you only clock thirty once.
    "Alya I can't believe we made three hundred dollars today that's half the money we make in a week" says the lady  who won't just take God's blessings on us just the way it came.....cant blame her anyways we have been through so much for together and I owe my entire existence to her.
  "yes aunty... I guess father lord up there noticed the poor state of our shoes... Now we get shoes and clothes for your birthday party tonight " ...." you always try to make a joke of every situation don't you alya" with that down to earth " I give up on you face " she gives me " you know what even if life is as fvcked up as it is right now... We still face it so why bother so much or give a Fvck bout wah might happen tomorrow when it ain't here yet" I guess have been more of a preacher than I expected after aunt Maya rolled her eyes and left to get changed..
   Normally as a teenage girl... I should slay every single picture on Instagram and post like crazy on snapchat, go on dates with cute boys and attend school prom but all that were mere fantasies." If only  my parents were still alive and my Ass of a father didn't abandon me maybe I ll be what I hope to be" but these thoughts of mine seems ungrateful towards the great help I have received from my aunt Maya.
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   "It's time to go Alya... We don't have the entire night" she shouted Sooo loud that I could feel ma eyes ringing...
But I couldn't care antlers If this was the only party I will attend I was going to make it worthwhile ....
   I put on the black flare gown with an amazing neckline with red shoes that I have always wanted...taking a look at the mirror finally made me believe my aunty all those times when she would literally sing it in a song" you are prettier than pretty itself and sexier than sexy it self" and all those times I thought she was just trying to get me over my insecurities
   I packed my dark long hair in a straight ponytail and I was off to the party with hopes and dreams
   "Alya you look absolutely breathtaking my darling! " said aunt Maya with that glowing smile of hers.... She looked fabulous In a simple plain black figure gown with braided blonde hair and a simple pendant on her neck.. "thank you so much aunt Maya you don't look to bad yourself " we both shared a filling laughter after my statement and we head out to Beverly Hills club...
  This night couldn't be better than this could it.....