CTRL (SZA Inspired)

The Weekend (SZA Inspired)

Here I am....right where I said I didn't wanna be . I knew one day everything would change rather it be positive or negative and I can only blame myself for letting it get this far.

9 Months Ago

Ocean's P.O.V

"Ocean come here" my mom yelled from the living room. "Ugh" I mumbled while getting out of bed. She stays calling my name every 5 minutes for dumb stuff.

I walked into the living room and saw someone in the doorway.

"Tonya's here" she said pointing towards the door. I looked up and saw the infamous Latonya . We were bestfriends since 9th grade but it all ended when she started dating some girl.

"Heyyyy" she said smiling hard as ever . She looked different her long dreads that used to cover her face were now gone and her used to be slim figure was now curvy.

"Hey girl what are you doing here" I asked not even bothering to go over and hug her.

"I came over here to see you I came a while ago but you weren't home " she explained as we both sat on different couches.

" Oh yeah I heard sucks I wasn't home " I said still kinda shocked that she's sitting here in my living room .

I don't even remember the last time her and myself spoke , it's just been that long . One thing I'm sure of though I'm happy that she came I missed her. Hopefully we can be close again and hang out a lot .

**Present Day**

"Are you sure this is what you wanna do" the voice asked . "You know there's no going back".

"Yeah........I'm sure " I said while cocking my gun and taking a deep breath.