Bestfriends?

guilt

~Tom~

I smiled at Tori but then Sophie came in. I looked down dreading what she would say. Tori took my hand and squeezed it softly, I looked at her and smiled  "hey Sophie" I  said twisting to look at her and she held out her hand "come on, lets go" she said, I stood up "no".

~Tori~

I stood up next to Tom."leave" I told her angrily. "you.." she said stepping towards me " I'm not leaving without him" she said angrily. "you will, you have no right to act like such a b**ch" I said angrily back, it was the first time Tom had ever hear me curse at someone, he burst out laughing trying to contain it " I'm not a b**ch" she screamed then slapped me across the face.

~Tom~

Tori winced. She. Did. Not. Just. Do. That. I stepped forward and pulled Sophie away from her "that's enough" I said angry that she had hurt her "Sophie get out".

~Tori~

I glared at Sophie, my cheek turning slightly red from where she slapped me. Tom pushed her towards the door and came to stand next to me, looking at my cheek. " I'm fine" I said

~Tom~

My face slowly started turning red from rage "Sophie get out" she smirked and backed out the room. I turned to face Tori properly "are you ok?" I asked worry written all over my face.

~Tori~

" I'm fine" I said and I really was. I had been hit way harder before.

~Tom~

I kissed her " if she ever does anything like that again I swere..." I muttered, she blushed and hugged me " I love you". I smiled and blushed slightly " I love you to" I said hugging her back.

~Tori~

I grinned and walked over to my hospital bed, making room for him. He sat don't next to me and pulled me closer "how's your leg?" he asked "broken, but ill be fine"

~Tom~

Its all my fault. I looked down slightly" I'm just glad that your ok" she hugged me tightly " its not your fault" she said, as if reading my mind

~Tori~

He looked at me, pain in his eyes "I'm the reason you were distracted". " I'm the one who started kissing you" I said "please don't blame yourself".

~Tom~

" I'm the one who pushed you into it" I said closing my eyes, re-living the memory.

"But I'm the one who shouldn't have kissed you right then". she said softly "look, we can either spend forever blaming ourselves or we can let it go. It wasn't your fault and maybe it wasn't mine either. It's whoever drove into us's fault.

How can I let it go when I hurt you like this "fine, ill leave it" I lied and stood up.

~Tori~

I reached out and took his hand, looking into his eyes "I know you're lying. I know you're blaming yourself. I love you, it wasn't your fault and even if it was id still love you".

~Tom~

I winced at her touch " I need...time" I say pulling away from her " I cant risk hurting you again". she sighed "o-ok", I kissed her softly "I'm sorry"

~Tori~

" its alright" I said, and it really was. How could I be angry at him for trying to protect me.

~Tom~

I tear ran down my face and I wiped it away quickly. I walked over to the  window and put my hands behind my head.

~Tori~

I saw him wipe away the tear and I bit my lip. I wanted to comfort him, to show him that I still loved him and that I'm not mad or anything, but I cant think of a way to do it.

~Tom~

I closed my eyes and put my head on the window as more tears silently slid down my face. I said that I would never hurt you...

~Tori~

I walked over to him and,knowing that he would probably push me away, hugged you. I didn't need to speak I just hugged you tightly

~Tom~

I froze when I felt Tori touch me. I was trapped between the window and her, if I pushed her away I would hurt her again so I just stood there letting her hug me. She let go of me "sorry" she whispered. I didn't think I could hold back anymore. I bit my lip "its ok" I said not looking at her.

She lent against the wall a few feet away from me and the message was clear: if you want to leave, go. It was an easy escape but I couldn't do it, I  couldn't leave her. I also couldn't restrain myself from her any longer, it was killing me. I spun around and kissed her wrapping me arms around you.

~Tori~

I was startled, thinking he'd take the easiest way and leave. I quickly regained myself and kissed him back, not being able to hide my happiness.

~Tom~

what was I doing ?! I was just going to hurt her again but I couldn't seem to let go. I wanted her, no, I needed her.

~Tori~

I put my arms around him, softly, letting him know that he could pull away if he wanted to.

~Tom~

I got the message that she weren't going to force me to stay but I felt glued to the floor. Every time I even thought about leaving I just kissed her harder.

~Tori~

I kissed him harder, still keeping my arms around him loosely. He laughed a little "I'm not leaving" he whispered, I grinned "great" I muttered

~Tom~

I pulled her closer letting her know that she didn't have to go easy on me. She smirked and kissed me harder. I smiled and continued kissing her. God id never be able to stay away from her.

~Tori~

I wrapped my arms around his neck, now feeling more sure that he wouldn't leave. He put his hands around my hips and pulled back for a breath " if we keep going on like this there will be no breath left in me" he smiled . I blushed "that' would be a bad thing.." I said, looking into his eyes. He laughed a little and smirked "very bad". I blushed and giggled.

~Tom~

I  kissed her softly " you should get some rest" I said trying my best not to kiss you again. She kissed my cheek " goodnight" she said walking back over to her bed.

Let her go I said to myself "goodnight" I smiled and left the room. 

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