Event #2: 'My Heart Will Go On' Challenge

Scenario

Title                 : Scenario

Name               : Sherlen

Penname          : BunnyGoo ( bunnygoo )

Genre              : Angst

Rating             : T

Word count     : 2838 words

Song                : Imagination – Shawn Mendes

Disclaimer       : The song belongs to Shawn Mendes but I need to change some parts of the lyrics                          for the sake of my story. Sorry. And my grammar and vocabulary are still so-so.                            I'm sorry for that too. And also I'm sorry if I make a mistake at the song's                                  interpretation. This is just how I catch the meaning of the song. If you can, read                                      this while listening to the song. Thank you

                          Kim Namjoon as Justin

                          Lee Seoyeon (OC) as Cathleen

                          Kim Jennie as Alicia

                          Jeon Jungkook as Andrew

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Oh there he goes again

Every morning is the same

You walk on by my house

I wanna call out your name

That day was a beautiful morning on Saturday that I decided to sat on the balcony after finishing my breakfast. It was holiday and I had nothing to do, so I take out the novel and read it.

My mind couldn't concentrate to the novel I read at all. I was thinking about that guy who I met for the first time almost a year ago. He was my senior at university and yes, I was a secret admirer of him. I couldn't erase everything about him from my mind. He was a real cute-sweet guy that I fell hard to him.

Ironic that he didn't know and would never know about the feelings I had for him. We had never chatted each other yet. And I was scared to let him know. I'm afraid that he would hate me for having feelings for him. I'm afraid he might have someone else. I'm afraid for something that I didn't know what the exact answers were.

I was standing and ready to enter my room when my eyes suddenly caught a guy walking by my house. And he was my senior who I talked about, Justin. I was ready to call him but then I shut my mouth. I was afraid to approach him first so I did what I did all these times. Watching him silently, admiring him silently and loving him without telling him at all.

I wanna tell you

How beautiful you are

From where I standing

You got me thinking

What we could ...

He was so beautiful that I feel like screaming out loud to tell the universe how charming he was. He might not be that typical-handsome that many girls like, but I couldn't use any word to describe him besides 'charming'.

And again I was here, standing alone, admiring him and asking myself if I had any chance to be together with him. I remembered all the imagination I created every night before sleep, all those happy scenarios that I wished could happen. I smiled for a while before I watched him again and knowing that those scenarios would only be scenarios. It wouldn't happen anyway. I finally entered my room and closed the curtains.