Chapter 5

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~Eleanors POV~

"I'm done with you. Go get some other slut to be your cover. Should have known you where just wasting my time."

"Ah, you can leave but you HAVE to come back." He says.

I stare at him, without even trying I feel my face forming into a dead eye look.

"Why do I 'have' to come back, its not like I signed a contract."

"That's the thing, after six years people forget a lot. Hold on let me find that contract."

"You actually got me to sign a contract?" I scoff.

He pauses digging through the trash and looks up, he gives me me an adorable smirk that drags me under.

I feel paper thin right now.

I'm so weak.

What's wrong with me?

Do I actually love him?

Does he love me?

No...

Why do I always go for the guys who always hurt me?

"You go for the guys who always hurt you because you want mee."

"Did I say that out loud?"

"All of it. And I do lov-"

"Save it."

"Before I was RUDELY," He laughs "Interupted I was going to say 'I do love you but as a friend.' And your more like a friend who saved my life." He says digging through piles of clothes, trash and paper.

"Well you'd think that after six years-"

I nod my head.

Tears start dripping.

"Are-Are you crying?"

"No I- I just."

"Forget the contract. Just go... go find someone who loves you more than a friend."

"Six years." I mumble.

"What?" He says confused.

"Six years... I spent a quarter of my life on you! You didn't even love me! You used me!"

"You knew it though. You were aware of it. An you were fine with it. Plus I save you from a living hell in high school. I made you popular."

"I'd rather be the nerd I was then start most of my life with you. I'm leaving... I can't take this. And don't bother calling to ask if I'm okay. Without you I'm amazing."

I can't believe I just said that.

Am I that cold hearted.

No, It's him.

He's cold hearted.

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