We don't know each other I know. We don't even have each other on Facebook but yet I feel like I'm falling for you. We don't have a lot of things in common but I'm still trying. Ive always been told I'm too clingy and annoying. I've been insulted and that is why I'm so insecure. I always reply to you as fast as I can, as long as it's not a lot... because I don't want to bother you... I've liked you since the beginning because you're from the same place I came from and I've never met anybody my age that is from there too. So I got excited and I thought "hey maybe I could make this work" despite the fact you live in the state next to mine. As we kept talking I got excited because we shared common music and then you showed me a song. I've been obsessed with that song ever since because when I listen to it I think of what I've been through and I can relate to it. On the first day we met, we flirted, and then it led to a night at 5 am on the phone. I had fun with you. We talked about what would happen between us the next day, we'll morning, and we decided to not try anything because long distance is hard. But we kept talking about music, food, played video games, you called me beautiful, helped me through my insecurities, and then I just waited for your replies. I noticed ever since yesterday that you started taking longer to reply when you'd answer asap and you'd apologize. This time you didn't apologize... and I pretended it was ok. I noticed you didn't want to talk to me and that's when I said to myself "he got tired of your depressing ass and the fact that you'd always call yourself annoying and insult yourself" so I began to try to reply later but I couldn't... it was hard because I liked getting your notifications. Then at 1 am last night you said "Listen, I thought about this a lot, but I think that we should stop talking so much. Tbh I've started to lose feelings & I don't want to lead you on, so I thinks it's best we stop this before it gets too far" we weren't together but this hurt me. And it's hurting me now. It's only been a week and I got so damn attached to you. I hate the fact that I do this. I really liked you but it's time for me to fuck off. I'll miss you. Even though we had more differences I felt that we really connected through the same continent. I hope you live a nice life and god blesses you. I'll never forget you F.S.
