Why the fuck am I doing this to the people I'm close to? Everytime I want to fucking talk they're busy. I think I just overreact when they say they're busy. I guess I need to just shut up. I hate trying to start conversations because of that it's awful. I wish I could change how I am. I wish I could be the person everyone likes talking to. I feel like I act so bitchy it's not my fault. Ugh I just wanna never talk to people again. 😔
