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Prologue

What does it feel like when moving to a new place? And..not knowing anyone. Especially leaving your crush.
Let me tell you...
14 Years Ago
Katia's POV
(Katia // pronounced : Car-tiar)
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The thought of being a new girl wasn't just only nerve racking ... or well has an ugly ring to it's so called name, it can be terrifying. Terrifying as in the terrifying. I was only four years old when I moved to New Jersey primary school, I started a year earlier than I was expected to.
Mom always had the thought of learning early and graduating early. I guess you can say ..uh weird mom instincts..?
Primary school was primary school, stress free, fun, doing irrelevant pranks and kind of not getting told off.

Pranks. The pranks. That reminded my of my best friend . Ethan dolan. Ethan was my best friend in primary school, we'd often walk home together, share lunch and did practically what every kid in primary school would do as best friends.
Ethan whom I trusted a lot was one of the most goofiest, weirdest and called the extra out of all but that's what made me love him, Ethan was Ethan. Andddd we can't get away without a mean girl right? Yes it's only primary school but hey, snakes are everywhere.
Chloe and Olivia were the mean girls of New Jersey primary, not only they were little wannabes at the age of 5 and wears fake Gucci that matches their snobby attitudes. Yeah maybe calling them a snob, snake and a mean girl with fake Gucci is an understatement. BUT they were EXACTLY the reason why I left the school or. ONE of the reasons why.

Mom and dad found a new job located in LA, I've never been to LA Before especially only having experience in earth for only 4 years and 7 months. I was legitimately living on a crisis situation, glad that I didn't stay in THAT school for long. So what happened?
Bullying. End of story. It - it was a long story
I left at the start of grade 2.
I surely did not miss the school or the people except Ethan and well his twin brother Grayson dolan.
Grayson was the love of my life.
Not that he knew I loved him or well haven't found out.
It was hard moving and letting my friends and my habits that I was so attached with suddenly just be gotten let go of.
I moved to LA when I was 6, making me start primary school there again.
Had to socialise and blend in. AGAIN.
LA was certainly nothing like Jersey and probably never will be.
Everything was different.

It was like setting my whole life out there, and waiting for it to just settle and turn myself into one of those stuck up little girls with iPhones, Manicures and expensive branded clothing already.
And of course making friends was the HARD part of all.
I technically had NO friends AT ALL.
I haven't even gotten to talk to Ethan or Tell Gray that I liked him.
I didn't even have the guts, AND NOW THE WORLD WANTS ME TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AGAIN IN THIS STUCK UP SCHOOL?!!!
I didn't even get to go and fly back to visit.
I stayed here.
But what you need to know more is that. ..

At the age of 11 my parents passed away.
How?
Fatal car accident.
I was left with my brother.
But my brother? Was off to England for high school and soon get an degree on legal studies.
I was alone.
With little or no friends.
And most of all.
NO PARENTS.

I've never wanted to go back to my old primary school so much.
I don't care about Chloe or Olivia.
I wanted to see Ethan and Gray again.
I wanted to smell the fresh grass close to the lake and ride bikes with both of them.

I was so overwhelmed and emotionally triggered I was diagnosed with Bipolar II
I lived with my Aunt, Uncle and their Son, my cousin Cody, until my brother came back from high school and back to graduate.
If only time travelled faster.
Than the speed of sound.
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14 Years Later
So where am I now? After such a traumatic past, I'm proud to say I'm better than ever.
I've made new friends, and moved to live with one of them, Alissa Violet. Alissa and I, both live together just the two of us.
And my brother..? He's in University all the way in Canada. He'll back by my 17th birthday hopefully.
But this was only the end.
The beginning was nothing like this..
At all.
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HOOYAAAA Thank youuuu so much for reading this messed up weird thing with messed up letters and words.
I hope you liked it even though it may be a little confusing.
So, Katia left jersey to go to LA. Her best friend Ethan hasn't ever seen her since they were 5. And Gray? Katia's Crush.? Well Katia hasn't told him that he liked her yet, but we don't know, I mean YOU don't know if he knows or not, but I mean Gray's kinda *sorry gray* Wacky in primary so he probably took no notice besides, Katia herself is really secretive. Things don't slip out quite easily. And loook where she is now, she lives with Alissa, and later who knows where they'll end
AND NO NOT TEAM 10 :) H NAH.
but heads up this is gonna be a really tragic and kinda plot twisting story so if u can handle the heat thannn :))
ILY AND I'LL BE UPDATING EVERY WEEK!!
-K (@iidolan on IG)