Reminiscent.
It began in JSS3 -eh, too cliché but I'll manage...I was a young girl, just got into boarding house, you caught my fancy almost immediately. I honestly can't remember if we were on the same table or not. I don't remember having a proper conversation with you either. If there was anything I was teased about, it was you. I even drew a sloppy picture of you in my journal with hearts around it. I even took care if your sister in hopes of eventually getting close to you. I had it that bad for you.
Then, a couple of years later, your name just popped into my head, I decided to check you on Instagram, regular stalker mode on. I saw that my b- that's what we call each other, followed you. When we were talking, you finally entered the equation. I even googled you...(crazy me), I watched your YouTube vids, fell in love with your art, and voice.. Then crazy thoughts sprang up. Then, creepy me, had a dream..you remember that picture you took with that celebrity,right? I began to think, that if we became friends again, maybe I'd get popular and finally meet my celebrity crushes.
I decided to take the huge step, to message you. You replied.. you fudging replied. (Cue me, jumping around, dancing that crazy dance -at that time tho). I was overwhelmed with joy. Then you began to talk to me like we were long lost friends. I don't remember that happening.. I thought you wouldn't remember me, but you did. You asked why I thought you'd forget me. My brain kicked into overdrive, I became anxious, not because I was hyperventilating that you remembered me, but I was worried about what you remembered me for. I thought you remembered me because of my silly crush on you. You gave me your phone number, and told me to message you. I did, you didn't reply after a long while. I guessed you were busy with school and stuff. Then, once in a blue moon, you'd reply. It became awkward, really. Even now, it still is, cos we don't even talk. The last conversation I remember is- YOU: Hi(after I called you twice) ME:Wow... hello
This is just silly reminiscing, if you see this tho.. hit me up.
