The Clueless Me

Nothing

The bright rays of sun shone through the transparent glass. My pale skin glowed in the sunlight. I crawled out of bed changed into a blue sweater and jeans. I was miserable and isolated. The house was empty, as always. I walked into the kitchen. It was a mess - dirty plates in the sink, cupboards wide open. I peeked into the fridge - ignoring the dump of trash, only to see a tiny glass of milk, one egg and some lettuce.

'I guess nothing for breakfast again.' I thought. I walked into my room along with my empty stomach and grabbed out a packet of mint flavored chewing gum. I placed a piece in my mouth and the rest in my pocket. I made my way to the front door and was ready to turn the knob of the handle. Suddenly, an image appeared in my mind. It was of me and someone else that looked identical. We were on a grassy meadow and both had huge smiles on our faces. My head hurt. I was dizzy, but then I regained my conscious. The image faded away and I was still in front of the door. My head felt like it just had a large migraine. There it was again, the strange picture in my head. Occasionally, the same picture would pop up in my head. I have no memory of my past, not to mention I have no idea what the image is of what so ever. The most I can remember is... nothing.

I hate myself.

I turned the knob of the old wooden door and stepped into the outside world. The sky was cloudy and murky. I walked on the dirty brown footpath. The plants on both sides of the path seemed to wilt as I walked past them. I glanced around. No one was in sight. I turned right and strolled down along the bumpy road.