Random Little thoughts

idek.

He leaned against the bedframe. Staring into darkness. Watching the lights in the room flicker. He lay in the sheets. Warm.

The feeling wasn't pleasant. The deep sadness hidden inside. But he was okay. He would put on a fake face and just smile at things he didn't understand. He constantly corrected himself. Each time he would destroy what he once was. He would never understand others.

The lights began to blur as his eyes began to water. He stared at the lights as they slowly blurred. He stared. At whatever he would. This little piece of sadness awake in him.

But he wouldn't break. He shouldn't. He stared at the walls of his home. Memories bound to each. He remembered the kindness of others. The new and old. And how they had drifted apart. But he was okay. He would put on a fake smile. He would pretend to be someone enjoyable. He would cry himself to sleep. Waking in tears. He would drown himself in.

He felt a cold trail on his cheek. It hung on his chin trasing his face. The tears not new to his face. He was always critized for his sensitivity. He would never let them affect him. He was him. But he became lost in others. Trying to please them. Then he meet them. They became his friends and he became his true self again. But he was lost again.

Damn that book made me an emotion mess! Oh well!