This is Anonymous

• dan & phil •

Dear Dan and Phil,

  Where do I begin. I'll start with yesterday. Last night I couldn't sleep. And when I can't sleep I think about anything and everything and you two are always on my mind, so that's what I thought about. In my head I saw me and my three closest friends walking to an ice cream place. I saw the brown and black fringes in the background. It was you guys. I knew it was all in my head, but it made me so happy. I haven't been exactly happy all the time so I just broke down in my vision and starting crying when I saw you too. You talked to me. That's when I started crying in real life.
  "Everything's going to be okay." Dan said that. You guys told me you loved me and would always be there for me. It was a bit hard too breathe. Like my heart was trying to fly away, but got stuck in my throat. I hugged you guys over and over and it seemed like my thoughts could go on forever.
  Then you both said goodbye as I gave you a final hug. That's when I started imagining all the awful things that could happen. There was a car. And it broke Dan. It pained me that I pictured Phil crying so much. I told him he needed to call the police. He looked me in the eyes and told me to make sure Dan was okay. I ran to him and told him everything would be okay.
  The ambulance came and Phil and I went to the hospital together to watch over you. I slowly started to drift in and out of consciousness and eventually went to sleep.
  You both have helped me so much that I can't put it into words. I would give anything to be right next to you right now.

Sincerely, V