cope with it

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No one will see the things that aren't visible to them.
It may just be the feeling of it but to some you can see its there.
Just can't figure out a way to notice it or truly see it.

The remaining feeling of that hole inside won't leave.
It won't change unless you try to make it hurt less.
The challenge is that even if you try to ignore  the pain it will return, just as quickly as you thought it would not be back.

Even if you keep youself busy with things, it won't die.
It clings to you and won't let you feel anything else not even for a second.
It is like the pain embodied a part of you  that as hard as you want to, it will never let you go.

The things you feel when you are alone can either be great or the worst parts.
As bad as you try to forget them it will never be fully erased.
You will never be able to runaway from them because they will chase you.
Every second you waste, is just the thing it needs until it is fully a part of you.

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