hey sis, I know my eyes are red and i'm smelling of cigaretts and cheap vodka
I know you'd probably be better off without me, so one day i'm leaving.
but for tonight, hold me like we used to and take my pain away.
I use your love to feel better about myself when I know one day i'll be leaving and tearing you apart.
this is not fair on you, I know, but you deserve someone who picks you off of the ground instead of someone who can't even open their eyes.
But for now,
hold me?
