You help me lose my mind (troyler)

You help me lose my mind

Finally on the solid ground i thought to myself as i stepped out of plane. This was a long flight and i was very tired yet excited to see Tyler, who promised to pick me up. I find my luggage and started to look around to see my friend. After a few minutes of wondering around i found him.

As always he looked flawless. Perfectly styled hair, new glasses, big smile, cute t-shirt. I smiled walking slowly to meet him. When last time i saw him we kissed. It was when he was doing Prizeo campaign for The Trevor Project. I got slightly drunk and too excited at first live stream and told people that i will kiss Tyler on the lips for half a million. Honestly i didn't thought that his people can raise so much money. But they did. He was kinda mad at me for not speaking with him about it first. But he also wanted to make sure if i was really okay with doing that. And i was. Before i meet Tyler i had big crush on him, but now being friends with him was more important. I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship doing something stupid like failing in love with him. The kiss itself was short, sweet and of course recorded. It make my heart beat a little faster. After it i was blushing so hard, and Tyler haven't looked at me for a few minutes. But later it all went back to normal.

-Come embrace - he said to me when i finally reach him, i remember the first time we meet he said to me these exact words. He must said it on purpose, because his eyes were shining, and his smile was even bigger than before. I hug him hard and couldn't help myself but fill my nostrils with his smell. As always he was wearing his favorite perfume. This smell always makes me feel so safe and just like i was at home. The hug was long and i didn't want it to end.

-I missed you Tilly - i said into his neck. He laugh a bit and looked me in the eyes.

-I know - he said smiling at me again. I punched him lightly in the arm.

-You bitch! - he took from me my suitcase.

-Come one i bet you're so hungry.

We were sitting in a restaurant after crazy ride. I think that Tyler is like the worst driver in the whole world. And he get road range, which is so funny to watch. We also listen to some music on full volume. And now we were waiting for our food to arrive. Waitress tried to flirt with me, and Tyler gave her angry look. When he noticed i was actually watching, and saw his reaction he gave me half smile, like he was embarrassed to be cough doing that.  I forgot about this situation when i finally get my food.

While eating we joked around and didn't stop talking even for a second. It was so good to see him in person and not on skype call. We talked every day since i leave USA but still have plenty topics to gossip about.

Tyler this evening was acting weird. He was normally loud and very expressive, but today he was even more laud and more expressive. Normal people when they're nervous get shy and don't speak a lot, but not Tyler. He tries to forget that he's nervous and cover it up being "more" of himself. So my mind crossed a thought that he acting this way because his nervous about something, but i coudn't figure out what could be bothering him.

-What's up with you today? - i finally asked him. His eyes widen, he was so surprised like he didn't thought that i would noticed. Of course i noticed, he was my best friend.

-What are you talking about. I'm me - i couldn't believe that, he was actually blushing. Famous sassy Tyler Oakley was blushing. And i didn't know why.

-Okay, suit yourself but you know you can tell me everything, right? - he nodded his head not looking at me. After a few seconds our eyes meet and he smiled at me.

-I will take you to hotel, you need some sleep after this flight. You know that i hate that you live in this stupid ass Perth.

-Oi, it's my country you're talking about - i stopped before finishing - but actually i would love to leave in LA some day.

After another crazy ride i was back at the hotel. I was about to left when Tyler put hand on my arm and stopped me.

-Troye, wait - he said. I look at him curious what he'll say. He took a deep breath.

-Will you go out with me? - i look at him like he was bad shit crazy. We ate like fifteen minutes ago. He was still hungry?

-Wait are you still hungry, you want to eat something else? - i was so confused.

-No - he said and blushed AGAIN. What was happening with this boy tonight? - will you go out on a date with me, Troye?