wild

chapter 1

We meet again.
I was sitting in my usual place. The seat beside the window in the cafe near my apartment.
You were three seats behind me. Not a single eye contact but your smell that I am in love with told me its you.

I have seen you.
Not a couple of times but always.
You are always there.
When I go to work, hang out with my friends, shopping, dating and what not. 

Strange. By now I should have called the police or something.  But I cant. I don't want to.
You presence somehow makes me happy rather than irritation.

Never have I ever seen your face but those dark eyes of yours has gotten me in control. Your appearance always attracts me. Great body, tall and handsome. Even though your face is always hidden but I bet the beast inside you gives out the beauty as well.

And I know that you always watch me from far.
Even when I am changing.
And for fun.
I know that you know that I like teasing you...
When I go out on dates. I do it on purpose. Just to get you on your nerves. Never interested in other guys except you. And somehow at first I was confuse. Why did my date didn't wanted to go out with me again? 
But I guess realising a little to late before it turned into a teasing game.
My so called dates ended up with bruises all over their faces.
Guilty I did felt and still do. But it's funny that you could do something like this someone. Terrible scars marked on the body of the men.
But my stupid heart. Just gets more attracted to the dark side of yours. 

I am innocent but sometimes I just lose control when it comes to you.
But I guess that little kindness inside me gets the best. I don't harm others never in life would do.

I am still stable.

Can't wait to see the beauty behind that mask you wear.
You already got me head over heals for you.

I think I am obsessed with You.
And you are another physco.

My physco...