idgaf

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Hi

This week on the internet support group
I recently realised something that is probably one of my biggest flaws as a human being. I care too much about other peoples feelings. Now hear me out, okay? What I mean is in situations where I probably shouldn't I let other peoples feelings affect me too much

EXAMPLÉ

I feel personally responsible when other people are bored. A friend will say "everybody come to my place tonight, it'll be awesome!" But you get there, and its really frickn boring. They didn't I've anything planned, they didn't even bother to y'know, out some doritos in a bowl. Now, even though the fact that everyone is bored has absolutely nothing to do with me, I will feel personally responsible for how much fun everyone is having. And its awful.
*sighs* *sighs* *awkwardly stands there* "OK, I'm going to get snacks" *walks down stairs* "oh, you don't need to do that-" "I'm going" - 1 minute later - *puts music on* "now dance." "Huh?" "Have fun."" Um.." *awkwardly dances* "more fun" *dances more awkwardly* *throws some doritos* "eat them" "but I'm not hungry" *batman mask* "DO I LOOK LIKE IM GIVING YOU A CHOICE?" *cries while dancing* *cries when eating*

I don't know, but its like I'm some emotional sponge made of biscuits that gets soggy from peoples emotions and crumbles apart. What the fuck is this metaphor? Basically less like:

IDGAF
*music in the background*

And more like :

I GIVE TOO MANY F'S
*music in the background*

Goodbye