"Happily Dying"
Why do I keep loving if it means dying?
Dying for every misery I take
Dying for every heartbreak you've made
Dying for love which idea is fake
Every broken promise sinks me into mud
Every unfaithful thought leaves me depressingly sad
Whose every pain is making my body dead
And now I have no one holding my hand
I'm heavily pressed by tons of sufferings
Where every memory we spent together is fading
Like in the hollow shades I'm encountering
Luckily I'm still breathing
Slowly choking by thousands of disappointments
Deeply chained by thorns of commitment
I was proud and luckily surviving
Because loving you felt slowly dying.
