Emotionless

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They say things'll get better 
That it all takes time,
But those get tattered,
Torn,
And destroyed,
She's lost her mind,
And can't regain control over the demons,
Hiding behind,
Simple things,
Jokes, Puns, Smiles...
They won't give her Mind, Soul or body back,
She's trapped in the Void that goes on for miles,
A place that never ends...
They say "Sticks and stones may break my bones...."
"But words'll never hurt me..."
She's been lied to, 
Words hurt more,
They leave unforgettable sores,
That never heal.


  Emotionless,
Never able to know
Emotionless,
Never able to feel,
Emotionless,
Never able to love,
Emotionless, Emotionless,
She'll never understand,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless.    


They say the wounds will heal,
But the wounds she carries are permanent,
She can never get rid of them,
She can't block out the memories,
The feelings that suddenly stopped,
These wounds she carries,
Never stop giving her pain,
She cuts, burns, and hurts herself,
She can't stop these burning desires to see her own blood,
Drip to the floor.


Emotionless,
Never to be loved,
Emotionless,
Never able to heal,
Emotionless,
Never able to care,
Emotionless, Emotionless,
She'll never understand,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless.  


She can't stop cutting,
She can't stop burning,
She can't stop her demons from escaping the back of her mind,
She's never had control,
She never will,
Her emotions have burned and disappeared,
Living in the Void of her heart,
Never to be seen again.


Emotionless,
Never able to know
Emotionless,
Never able to feel,
Emotionless,
Never able to love,
Emotionless, Emotionless,
She'll never understand,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless.  

Emotionless,
She's emotionless,
She's broken,
She's dying inside,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless,
She can't control herself,
She's emotionless,
Never able to heal.


Emotionless,
Emotionless,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless,
Emotionless,
Emotionless,
Emotionless,
She can't control her demons,
Emotionless,
Emotionless,
Emotionless,
She's emotionless,
No one can heal her wounds or help her through her pain and suffering...


She's forever alone....
Never to have friends who'd stand up for her,
She's an outcast,
Different from the others....

She's emotionless.







(A/N) I'm so sorry for the depression... But I couldn't stop. I'm currently having a horrible time in my life.... With the stress of going into High School, family issues, and worries on friends that I won't talk to or see.... I can't forget the wounds and names I was called.... Again... I'm so sorry if this was too depressing... I just needed to get it off of my chest...

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