Hi Love, i'm Kassandra but my friends call me kitty
I'm writting this letter, knowing you probably will never read i't but i wanted to tell my experince with you love and how you have affected my life until now. I have looked for you love like many others i have tried to find you in the faces of people. I know theres many faces to you love like friendship and relationship i know theres many more but i wanted to tell you about my experince with relationships and friendships. When i was younger i tried so hard to make friends i wanted them to look at me with that love for a friend in ther eyes in the begining i acted like myself being happy being me but then the bullying began, i began thinking "maybe people don't like the real me..." i became quiet and dident really talk with my classmates for 2 years but then it started too change i thought maybe they finally want to get to know the real me but i was wrong they dident like the real me they liked the happy go lucky fake me so i hid behind that mask of fake happiness to get what i was in need of so bad i was in need of you love i was cravingg you so bad that i tried anything to get you and i ended up in some bad situations cause of it then the crushes began and none of them really ended well my heart was breaking piece by piece and i was thinking to myself "im not worthy of love...." i thought i wasent worthy of you love i ended up hating you, but no matter how hard i tried to keep my heart under lock and key ,but you somehow alwaysed managed to sneak by my walls and give my heart to someone. Then i meet this boy, he listens to my stupid rants, he comforts me when i cry, he supports me and he holds me close, i tell him everything and he listens hes the first who has returned my feelings and liked me for me i don't know where i will end with him but i hope we stay together and if we don't atleast i have had you love and i know how it is to have you, bye love cya soon.
Signed Kassandra.
