Traces Of You (William Singe)

Memories Back To Day One

Tara's P.O.V

"Mommy when's daddy coming back?" I looked down at my handsome three year old son, he was a little version of Will.. He still hasn't grasped the concept that his dad is never coming home. It's been a year since Will passed and it still haunts me.. I still find myself waking up in tears screaming for his name... I can still smell his scent on his clothes and I always find myself engulfed in them. It hasn't been easy and there isn't a day that goes by where I don't miss him.

"Devon.. daddy isn't coming home" I said trying to hold back tears because my heart still stings at the thought of losing him.. well it's not longer a thought it's my reality. 

"Why isn't daddy coming home?"

"Because he's in a better place now" And in that moment I couldn't hold back the tears anymore 

Devon came and sat In my lap looking up at me wiping my tears away "It's okay mommy don't cry" Devon then gave me a kiss on the cheek and he began to fall asleep in my arms.

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You guys are probably wondering how this all came to be and how he died.. well let me take you down memory lane and fill you in on how my life went from being picture perfect to a living nightmare..

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Flashback 2008 First Day of Sophomore Year

I walked into hell once again on my first day of Sophomore year, This summer went by way too fast and I was not looking forward to school one bit.

I started walking to my first class which was music, luckily I loved music, so this class should be pretty easy. As I walked in I noticed a tall guy with black hair wearing a beanie, he was cute but in  an adorable way. I was in such a daze that my clumsy self bumped into him..

"Shit I'm so sorry" I said quickly apologizing to him 

"Its okay love don't worry about it we're all a little clumsy sometimes" He said smiling at me 

We walked to our seats and I ended up sitting in front of this mysterious guy who I happened to fall into. 

I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked behind me and It was the guy 

"Hey since were going to be sitting so close to each other I might as well tell you my name, It's Liam but I go by Will so you can just call me that" Will said with his cute Australian accent, his is much stronger than mine probably because Ive only lived here since I was 12 I'm sure he's lived here his whole life.

"Hey Will my name is Tara"

"It's nice to meet you Tara, your name is beautiful by the way"

"Thank you Will your name is dope" He laughed at me and said thank you 

He sure is a charmer. 

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The first day of school finally ended and the best part of the day was meeting Will, we talked a lot in music class and also found out that we have English and Math together. I got to know a little about him, he has lived here his whole life and he has a passion for music he sang something for me and oh my god I'm in love.. with his voice. 

A few weeks later 

Will and I quickly became fast friends because we found out that we have a lot in common, actually were pretty much the same person. I found out his birthday is July 2nd which is only a couple weeks before mine since mine is July 20th. Will and I both love to sing so we spend a lot of time hanging out and singing together. Will is honestly perfect and I feel myself starting to get feelings for him, I don't really know what to do about it. For now I'm just going to ignore them and build on the friendship we have going. 

** Flashback over 

I feel the tears streaming down my face because It feels like just yesterday that I met him, I think a part of me always knew that Will and I would end up together, but I never thought in a million years things would end up the way they did, but thats life and It clearly hates me.