I lost it...

Author's Note:

This is my first Mondler One Shot so sorry if it's bad...

I don't own any of the characters (Monica, Chandler, Joey, Ross, Rachel or Phoebe) that I might mention in this story. The credits belong to Warner Bros. Studios. However I came up with this little story myself.

Also I know Chandler is not a person who cries but I think he would in this situation.

Enjoy!!!

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Chandler Bing came home after a long day of work. He put his bag on the table and shouted: "Hey honey" as he assumed his wife would be home by now. There was no answer. "Mon?", he asked walking further into the apartment. Still no answer. "Monica?" He checked their bedroom. It was empty.

As he turned around he heard a small sob from the bathroom. He walked over to the door and stood there for a moment not sure what to do. "Mon, are you in there?" He asked knocking on the door. He heard more sobbing but no answer. "Can I come in?" Nothing. "Okay I'm coming in now" He said and slowly opened the door.

And there was his wife. Sitting next to the toilet, crying. It smelled like vomit, she had obviously been throwing up. Chandler knelt down next to her and pulled her into his arms. "What happened, honey?", he whispered as he slowly rocked her back and forth.

"I-I-I...", she stammered. But he had already seen it. There was blood running down her inner thighs. He felt himself tearing up. "We need- we need to take you to the hospital", he began but was cut of by Monica. "It's too late. I-I lost it...", Monica whispered in between sobs. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry"

Chandler rocked her back and forth as if she was a little child, that couldn't fall asleep. "Shhhh... it's okay. It's gonna be okay. I promise", he whispered as he placed a soft kiss on her forehead. Monica turned her face to his chest and he could feel her tears soaking his shirt. It broke his heart seeing her like this.

Monica had told him she was pregnant about 1 month ago. They had both been so thrilled. They wanted to keep it a secret for a little while, but Chandler kept touching Monica's stomach so the others figured it out pretty fast. Rachel and Phoebe hadn't stopped smiling, Joey started tearing up every time he saw one of them and Ross just kept saying: "I'm gonna be an uncle" It was perfect. Or so they thought.

"I'm so sorry, Chandler", Monica cried. "Shhhhhhhh...", he pulled her closer. After a little while where nobody said anything Monica spoke again. "Why? Why did this happen? I just- I just don't understand" There was a single tear that rolled down Chandler's cheek. It landed on Monica's forehead, which made her look up at him.

Her eyes were red and puffy. She lifted her hand up to his cheek and whipped the tears, that were now slowly falling, away. "We're gonna get through this, okay?", Chandler said, placing a small kiss on top of her head. She shook her head slowly. "I don't think I can...", she whispered.

He didn't know what to say to that. He wasn't so sure either. "I didn't even know it, but I miss it so much", Monica cried. "I know, sweety. I know..." They had both loved their baby so much. And now it was gone. Suddenly Monica stood up. "I-I need to take a shower", seconds after she had said that she felt dizzy and had to hold on to the sink, so she wouldn't fall.

Chandler got up and put his arm around her. "And I have to clean this up. It's such a mess in here", she said and walked around the bathroom trying to find something to whip up the blood with. "Honey I know you want to clean and cook and all sorts of stuff right now but you don't have to... why don't we just get you some fresh clothes and go to bed?", he asked. "No! I have to clean this up"