My Internet Diary

Before

     Everything started out as just a normal friendship. Guy meets girl, they become friends. We have too much in common to disagree on larger topics, but hearing his opinion and his voice never fails to make me interested in him. 

Junior year of high school was when I first met him. He had a girlfriend and I was single, but that never stopped us from being acquaintances. My best friend Madison tried to hook up with him, because let's face it, he's one of a kind. As I sat back and watched from the sidelines, as I always do. 

I'm what you call a DUFF. A designated ugly fat friend. So there's no chance of me ever being with him. 

Senior year roles around and by then we fully lost contact. This brown eyed, brown haired boy soon turned into a man with a dark past. He changed, and not in the way most boys should. His past and his future weighing on his shoulders as his mother passes away from cancer. Having to stay strong for his younger brother and older sister who still to this day look up to him as a role model. But besides his family life, his girlfriend at the time was the other dark side. Controlling him in ways that only mothers and or teachers should. 

A tv show was what brought us back together, and the breakup of a lifetime. I fell into a hole and he fell into a deeper one. Two lost souls that never thought of even coming close to finding each other. But let me tell you.... The story only starts here.