Cannon

How I feel about Cannon

This is going to be more of me just expressing myself about how I feel about a boy I love named Cannon. Cannon is perfect for me. I can't hate him even if he told me I don't deserve a life. He is the most important person to me. I have not seen him in a while but I will get to see him soon but not for long just for a little bit of time. I don't see him much because I only get to see him when my brother makes the same team as him for baseball. I cry every day because I miss him so much and I would do anything just to spend a second with him. He makes me happy on days that everything goes wrong on. I would do anything for him. He is an amazing person. I am not sure if he even likes me but even if he does not like me I will always love him. I am not gonna date anyone but Cannon, if I ever get a chance to, until at least I get into high school which will be at least 3 more years. I might not date anyone ever again if I choose to when high school starts but when high school starts and I choose not to date anyone ever then I will not get to change it. If Cannon ever dies and I am still alive then I will spend my WHOLE life trying to bring him back to life. Without him my life is nothing. I think of him all the time. I love him so much and I don't care if I am just his friend i just want him to be in my life in some way. I want him to never give up, always reach his goal, always be happy, and have the best life ever. He deserves to be treated like a king. He is funny, crazy (in a good way), hot (I would still like him if he was ugly), different (in a good way), awesome, amazing, interesting (in a good way), and the best person and most important person to me. Without him in my life my life has no meaning. I am grateful to have ever even talked to him. I hope he has a great and fun life. He may end up forgetting me one day but I will always remember him no matter what happens. He may not be perfect as a person but he is perfect for me. I am truly blessed to have him in my life and to have meet him. I wish him good luck in his life and I hope he finds a girl that he loves the way I love him even if it is not me. I will always remember him and love him because meeting him and talking to him is the best part of my life. Even though Cannon will never see this I want to say I love you Cannon cause and I hope you have an awesome life. You are the best person alive to me. I love you and never forget that because you are the best person I have ever meet. I hope you love me too but if you don't I won't be mad and I would still love you. And Cannon any day you feel like everyone or a lot of people hate you just think that I will always love you no matter what and that you at least mean the world and mean everything to one person and that one person is me. Cannon, you are my life and I will never stop loving you no matter what you do. Cannon, I also love everything about you I even love ALL your flaws. You are important Cannon and never forget that. Bye and I love you Cannon if you are reading this.