You say you're going to be there
but when i need your gone
You say you always careing bout me
But you leave me behind and dis me off
When you need me I'm always there
But all you do is crush my hopes
When i look at you
You look away and laugh
Then when nobody is there
You look for me
When I'm alone and call you over
You walk away like im your trash
Im alone when i cry
Yet I'm there when you cry
Im alone when i hurt
Yet one scratch and im rubbing your back
Im alone when i cut my wrist open
And yet i save you from sadness
When I'm there dying
you're always off knowing im dead inside
When I'm there getting beat on
Your finally there laughing
Why do i even care for you
Why do i hold your shivering shoulders
Why do i stop your tears
When you are looking for someone else
To see you cry
Im always there
And you're always gone
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