Feelings that she hides, she pushes them aside. As she wait for you, she realizes what she loses.
An empty soul looks for hope, but then copes.
A golden heart is what she had, but now it is black and bad.
As the world caves in, she sees her sin.
As she lays her head down one last time, it will be her last crime.
She is no longer her, but she still want to be free.
Confessing her feelings, it is relieving.
She is not her today, but she will be someday.
A black heart still has light, but is not shown on sight.
The scars on her arms will fade away, but the pain will stay.
People call her little and she is stuck in the middle.
She prays for someone to save her, but no one comes for her.
Long nails can't help her forever, they they will leave for whoever.
As her black heart talks, it says break down and cry to life's lesser meaning.
Scratching herself till she feels no more pain.
No shoulder to cry on and understand why.
On her most miserable days the sky is clear with happiness but only depression comes towards her
She can't do anything about it and she wants to break down
She just wants to live free and not care about anything
The one she wants to notice her but thinks of her as just a friend and nothing else
Can't you see that this girl is one that you need to help
Please just show her the way to the brightness of the world
Show her a brighter day
A better way of living
Showing her that it is okay to be herself
Show her that someone does care about her
She deserves love, lust, and companionship
Show her how to feel again
Don't let her have a black heart forever because her heart can turn into a diamond with just the right amount of heat
There is somewhere.
Somewhere only someone else knows about
That's all she asks for
Is that so hard to understand
She has lost so much ever since she was three
By the time someone reads this she would have been gone; never to be seen again
Invisible for the rest of her life
But her black heart remains
Putting on a fake smile everyday and wasting a real smile on a cruel joke
Her black heart speaks to her one last time before she ends it all
"Don't let them win.
Show them who you could be
Prove to them that they don't hurt you physically but emotionally and mentally.
Be the strong girl you could be."
