My Idol , My Lover - Under Revision

Chapter 56

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*Confusion*

Ara's Point of View

"Are you okay?" sabi nito while holding on to my waist to prevent me from falling. I was mesmerized by his looks that it took me long enough to answer.

"Aaah. O..okay lang a..ako." I said and remove his hands away from my waist.

Just when I was about to take a step, naramdaman kung matutumba ulit ako. But before that could even happen, he immediately got me in my waist once more. Ugh.

"Okay ka lang ba talaga?" he asked in a tone of hesitation and looked at me intently as if scrutinizing every part of my face, "Mukha kasing hindi eh."

"Ano ka ba! Wag kang mag-aalala. Masakit lang yung ulo ko." sabi ko dito at sinubukang tanggalin ang mga hawak niya sa beywang ko but to no avail, he didn't let me.

He heaved out a sigh of exasperation. "Halika na nga, aalalayan na kita papunta sa sofa." he said and we started walking.

His right hand was basically on my back while his left was holding on to my waist, providing support. I know that I should not put any meaning on his actions. You know, because a friend's got to do what a friend's got to do because if not, what are friends are for, diba?

I know that he's just helping me dahil at bilang isang kaibigan pero lecheng puso naman kasi to oh! Ayaw maki-ayon! Binibigyan ng malisya.

Yung totoo, Ara? Do you still love him? Or have you truly moved on?

Well, if I were to based it on my actions and with how my heart reacts right now, it's probably no. Hindi pa ako naka-move on.

How about Myco, Ara? If you love Myco and you say that you haven't moved on yet, how would you explain such phenomena?

That question? Well, one thing's for sure, hindi ko alam kung paano ko 'yan ipapaliwanag. I've been repeating it all over again but just couldn't find the answer. Ugh.

Sa dami ng iniisip ko, I didn't notice na wala na pala si Thomas sa harapan ko.

I felt relieved somehow.

"Hay. Nakakalito! Ugh!" I grunted habang pinupukpuk ko yung ulo ko. This two guys are making me crazy.

"Anong nakakalito?" tanong ni Thomas habang papunta sa akin na may hawak hawak na mangkok.

"Ah.. w-wala.. S-sabi ko nakakalito kasi m..asakit yung u-lo ko." I said while stuttering. He sat beside me at nilapag niya yung bowl sa may lamesa.

"Here. Eat this. It will make you feel better." he said while smiling as he handed a spoon and fork.

Tinignan ko yung niluto niyang sopas at mukhang masarap naman.

"Thanks." sabi ko na lang at kinuha ko yung mangkok at sinimulang lantakan.

In all fairness huh, lasang sopas naman siya. He's really a good cook. I love how the veggies were sliced and how tender the chicken is.

I saw him looking at me.

"Uhm, what are you staring at? Tsaka ano bang ngini-ngiti ngiti mo diyan?" I asked him.

"Haha. Wala ka talagang pinagbago. Matakaw pa rin. Haha." he said while smiling.

"U-uy! H-hindi kaya." I said in defense. Tumawa na lang siya. The fudge. Talaga bang matakaw pa rin ako?

"Wag ka na kasing magmadali. Dadalhin pa kita kung gusto mo be--" he stopped," I mean, Ara." he said, then give an awkward and fake laugh afterwards.