Until you are mine

17. The Santillan Seal

"Whatever you like, baby, as long as I could be with you." What he said touched my heart. He wanted to be with me.

"I'll make you pasyal na lang." Sabi ko. "This is your first time in Greece so we'll go around."

"I want to stay in bed with you all day..." He said huskily. Hinampas ko ang dibdib niya at saka pinanlakihan siya ng mata. Inayos ko na ang sarili ko.

"Mag-ready ka na. We'll eat breakfast."

"How about I eat you instead?" He even winked at me. Namula na naman ang mukha ko. The memories of last night came back to me like a tsunami. Mabilis na lumabas ako ng silid niya at pumasok sa kwarto ko. Mabilis akong tumakbo sa kama at doon nahiga. I looked at the ceiling –I was thinking.

Why am I feeling like this? Was it because of the fact that he had tasted me already or was it because I like him?

I do like him. I grew up with him. He had taken care of me. He was there during my darkest time. He is my brother but then what he did to me last night – it didn't feel weird at all. A part of me also wanted that to happen. I want Yllak. I don't know why. I guess I've always wanted to feel love.

I closed my eyes and remembered something.

I am your first kiss.

Muli kong naimulat ang aking mga mata.

How the hell did that happen? Si Zach ang first kiss ko. But then, that part of me wanted to believe that Yllak was indeed my first kiss. Kung paano, hindi ko alam. Itatanong ko na lang sa kanya mamaya.

I sighed. I remembered Yllak's sexy laugh.

Kumuha ako ng unan at itinakip iyon sa mukha ko.

"Ahhhhhh! What the fuck did he do to me?!"

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Yllak and I went to town that day. I wore my white flowery blouse and a pair of shorts. Siya naman ay naka-sando shirt, khaki pants na brown tapos ay naka-suot ng rayban. He looked so hot. His presence demands attention. Sabagay lahat naman ng Consunji ay ganoon. When they walk into the room, kahit wala silang sinasabi, mapapalingon ka, mapapabuntong-hininga at mapapangalumbaba.

Parang ngayon, gusto ko lang umupo sa isang tabi at titigan siya. He really looked yummy. He looked like a model that just got out of a photo shoot.

"You're drooling." He said to me. My eyes widened. Hinampas ko siya.

"Hindi kaya!" Sigaw ko. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin. I am blushing again. Bigla ay inakbayan ako ni Yllak. M

"Uy, pikon ka ba, baby ko?" He kissed my cheek. I gasped again. Tuwing nadidikit ako sa kanya ay parang nakakakita ako ng fireworks. Hindi lang iyon, nag-iinit ang pakiramdam ko. I want him to do what he did to me last night. I want to feel his lips against mine. I want him to wrapped me around his muscular arms and take me because right now, I know that iof he ever makes his move I'll give in.

"Baby..." He called me. I looked at him.

"Yllak, gusto ko ng vanilla ice cream." Ngumuso ako. Yllak looked at me. Kunot na kunot ang noo niya.

"Naglilihi ka na agad? Wala pa akong ginagawa!" Humahagikgik na sabi niya. Pinaghahampas ko ang balikat niya.

"Nakakainis ka! Ang kapal mo! Wala naman akong sinabi! Sabi ko gusto ko lang ng ------"

I didn't even had the chance to finish my sentence because right there and then he kissed my lips – in broad daylight – in front of all the Greeks, tourists and sellers in the market – his lips met mine and I was able to feel that twitter pottering sensation I felt last night. I wrapped my arms around him, closed my eyes and gave in. I answered every stroke of his divine but sinful mouth with the same hotness.