Unconditional

Chapter 5

"This way I have control if the things I feel inside." I sob.

"Promise me you will never cut yourself again!" He says sobbing and yelling.

"I promise." I say grabbing ahold of him not letting go.

*knock, knock*

"Go away!" I yell.

"Honey if we could just talk." The crazy lady says.

"No I have nothing to say to you!"I yell.

"Baby I'm sorry you have to deal with this. Do you want to come home with me?" Harry asks me.

"Please." I say still sobbing.

"What clothes are you wearing to school tomorrow?" He asks getting up and walking to my dresser.

"I have no clue. I have shit at you house can we just get out of here please?" I say crying a little still.

"Yeah." He says grabbing my hand and lacing his fingers with mine. He pulls the door open and the lady is still there.

"Can we talk!" She asks but I Ignore.

Harry pulls me out the door and I practically burst into tears again.

"I don't know what to do." I say as I climb into his car.

"Baby it will be alright." He says placing his hand on my thigh. I calm myself instantly by his touch. The ride to his house is silent with everything reeling in my head about my mother.

"Come on." Harry says pulling my arm from the passenger side door.

"Thank you." I say getting out and hugging him. "For everything." I add.

"Boyfriends are meant to do this." He sighs holding me tighter.

"I love you." I say pulling away from him.

"And I love you!" He smiles taking my hand and guiding me into the house. Of course the dogs bark for a few seconds. I pet Dozer and walk into Harry's living room. It's dark and messy. His kitchen right next to te living room. His bedroom is off to the side. I sit on the couch flipping through my messages.

*hey beautiful! Can we talk sometime tonight alone?* I read a text from Zayn. I hide it from Harry so he doesn't freak out. I soon find a while bunch of messages Harry left me last night when I left him.

*babe please!*

*i miss u*

*u really did mean to break up with me.*

*u hate me*

We're just some of the messages my concerned boyfriend sent me. I should probably text Zayn back. I check to see what Harry is doing. He's in the kitchen making tea. I text Zayn

*hey. Urmmm I'm with Harry right at the moment. I will explain later. I don't know how to get away from him I'm at his house*

*i will take care of it.* he texts back and I can't text bak in time because Harry is on his way back to sit next to me.

"Hey babe. I have to do some things if you don't mind being alone." Harry says sitting next to me.

"No that's fine, but where are you going?"

"To the gym. I will be home in a couple hours. So don't get too lonely and I made you some tea." He says rubbing the back of his neck.

"Okay. I will be fine mr worry bird." I say kissing his lips.

"Okay I love you." He says kissing me one last time before walking out the door. I'm quick to text Zayn.

*hey he is going to the gym. Come over?*

*okay. Be there in 5 minutes.* he texts back almost instantly.

I sit down at the table and sip the tea Harry made me. I'm hungry but I can't eat. Maybe I should just have a poptart or something? I decide to grab a blueberry poptart from Harry's kitchen. I open the poptart and take a small bite. I have never been so disgusted by eating before. I throw the poptart to the floor and the dogs soon found it.

*knock, knock*

I open the door to find Zayn.

"Hey." I sigh.

"Hey.. Uh can you come with me for a little bit?" He asks rubbing his neck like Harry did earlier.

"Yeah." I say quietly grabbing my purse and phone off the table. I walk out to Zayn's car with him and get in hesitantly.

"Look about last night-"

"No it's fine. Don't explain." I interrupt him.

"No I was wondering... I was wondering if I could do it again?" He says leaning over and kissing me. U kiss back this time not breaking the kiss. He bites my lip and I let out a soft moan. He pulls his hand to my hip squeezing it tightly making me moan louder.

"You want to?" He says pulling at the loop of my pants.

"Yes." I say pulling my pants off for him exposing my black panties. He bites his lip at the sight pulling my shirt over my head. He kisses me again biting my lip making me moan again. He pulls his pants off followed by his shirt exposing his tan skin. The tattoos on his body are beautiful. He pulls himself to my side of the car and takes my panties off and his boxers. His lust is killing me. Keeping me in the trans of him. I soon forgot about Harry completely. My mind was on what was going to happen after this night with me and Zayn. He opens my legs looking at my throbbing core. He aims his length with my core and shoves it in my entrance faster ten ever before making me scream in pleasure. He thrusts in and out of me and soon injects his skeet into my burning walls making me cum at an instant.

"Fuck." I whisper. He lays over top of me both of us breathing heavily.

"Thank you." He whispers in my ear nipping at my earlobe.

"I should go." I whisper against his lips.

"Yeah." He says back climbing off of me.

"Call me."I say kissing his lips and opening the door.

"Hey wait.." He pulls my arm.

"I won't hurt you. Be my girlfriend?" He asks.

"I will. But I can't leave Harry yet."

"Secretly?" He suggests.

"Fine. But hey you can pick me up for lunch at school tomorrow? Harry never does." I say kissing his lips once more and walking funny back into the house. Zayn's area made me ache. My muscles hurt really bad.

HARRY'S PIONT OF VIEW

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"Yeah faster! Faster! Yes! Harry harder!" Carly screams.

I am thrusting in an out forgetting that I lied to Libby. Her area isn't nearly as tight as my girlfriends. I hate that I'm doing this to Libby but I don't want to go this hard on Libby so I do it I other girls. Carly being one of them.

"I should go." I say pulling out of her dripping core.

"Just a little longer?" He whines.

"No I need to go." I say pulling my black jeans back up.

"Next time will be better." She winks making me even more disgusted with myself. I'm a bad person. Libby is at home thinking I'm at the gym being a good boyfriend but here I am sleeping with this whore.

I walk out her door heading to my car. I get in and drive home fast and pissed. I make it home walking in to see Libby asleep on my couch.

"Babe?" I poke her shoulder.

"Libby?" I roll her over. She was bleeding? Somebody stabbed her in the chest! I pick her up crying my eyes out and screaming. I check to see if she is breathing. Thank god she is. I grab the phone and dial 911.

"I need an ambulance! My girl friend is hurt! She got stabbed!" I scream giving them my address and they arrive in minutes. They rush in putting her in an ambulance.

"Would you like to go?" They ask me.

"Yes." I say climbing in the ambulance holding her hand the whole time on our way to the emergency room.