The Boy Who I Hate and love (onedirection) fan fic

chapter 15

Harry's pov:

she was walking away and i followed behind as i walked outside the hospital the wind of chicago hit me as i could also smeel the lake water because we were near it. i looked over the garden full of flowers and a great fountain in the middle of the garden and she was next to the fountain surronded by many colored flowers. i sat next to her she was picking at a flower. when she felt my pressence she put the flower in the middle of her hand and squashed it and then trew it into the water. stud up and walked off i needed to talk to her.

''Angelique wait....Angelique what the hell wait.''  she abruply turned around on the heel of her sandal to face me.

''what harry what is it. did i not make it clear to you i dont want to see you. or do i have to remind you i dont want to have nothing nothing with you. what do you want huh?''  i could she the puffynesss of her cheeks and her eyes were blood shot. no longer was that smirk that playedon her lips there but a frown and worry dents on her fore head.

''Angelique please let me explain.''

''explain what harry that you ied to me for what....'' she stayed silent for seconds but seem life minutes.

''i bet you taught i was easy. i was and easy target what were going to do get me involved and then get what you wanted and walk a way...''

i was stounned with her words because it was true  thats all i really ever wanted.the first place i felt horrible for only wanting that with her i felt like garbage she didnt deserve any of this and i had caused it. the game had back fire now instead of playing offene i was now playing defense.  my defense game was lost because i was defending myself from falling in love with her. i did fall in love with her.

i sighed heavily ''angelique just let me explain.'' now  she turned aroud to walk  to a bench sat down and ut her sun glasses on and crossed her arms.

''go ahead i dont she how anything is going to change.'' that was cold but it was worth a long shot.

''Angelique day one i met you walked to my table and even if you were wearing you're work clothes you were still beatiful you're dark eyes are amazing. i had walked into that resturant thinking i could just hit and ditch you. But you were a stubourned brat.  i got home and told niall to do a bet with me.  i bet that in a  week i was going to get into you're pants. He told me not to play the game but i did and i didnt care.  The next morning i woke up to my fingers dialing you're number i dialed you and you answered. once i entered that coffe shop i realized that you werent just some girl you.... you i cant explain the feeling no more it certainly wasnt only lust any more. when i embrasseed you into a hug and this whole week i had talked to you and learned so much about you. you asked me about me who i was trust me i didnt lie about my life only my job... i am truly sorry for that...you have been the only girl who has ever asked me how i am and that i feel secure enough to talk to. Angelique im sorry. i truly am.''

by the time im done  her i eyes were glossy. once again and we were facing each other. inches away from her i wanted to wash away the pain that i had caused i wanted to finish that feeling dhe currently had for me.

''Harry would you belive yourself if you were in my spot.  it hurt so much you lied i have the doubt planted into my thoughts...i dont know i have to think currently i despise  you so much''.  ouch burn

'' i used to belive in second chances maybe i can belive in one right now i need time.''  no no thats what i dont have time time is what i lackk here in this beautiful city i have to leave back to england in september and start the tour up on october. i couldnt help my self i stould up and held my hand out to her for her to take it.  she looked at me again and thought about it but i took her soft hand in my hand i stud her up and snaked my hand to the middle of her back and my other hand to her jaw line tracing her beautiful face i started tacing her eyes and cheeks thani brought both hands and cupped her face and. i could say that i felt her heart beat as fast as mine was beating i needed for my hungry lips to touch her deep red pink lips and wash away her sadness that i had caused and her pased.  i traced my finger on her jawline once more and leaned in to kiss her stayed stiff for a milisecond but quickly recovered and kissed me back i felt her hand trace to my elbow and hold it in place as she put her other hand on my jawline and trace my neck and jaw also. we stayed like this for a little bit until i pulled back and my forhead touched hers. she was taking in deep breaths.  i took her hand once again and we walked to lake park into the beach we were walking along the lake i looked at her because she was all i could see. right now she is my constant she had not said anything since the kiss. i turned from her side to face her

''can you please talk to me i need to understand...''

''Harry what do you want me to say there is nothing i dont understand myself''. she looked down at the sand she was squishing her toe sinto the sand. the wind was perfect i coud smell the perfect lake water and her her hair had a distinct smell to eat it was like a cucumber smell.

''are we ok like ok...k.'' a smirked played on her lips. but then she sighed heavily.

''harry we are ok im still upset but we can talk it just i cant trust you in the momment being.''

''ok sweet heart one step at a tme then just know i love you.'' i kissed the top of her head and hugged her tighly as we craddled like this for and hour we were sitting on the sand i was still hoding her a i had realized she hafallen asleep in my arms. ''i will love you my aztec princess you have saved me.'' i kissed her forhead again she has saved me from my past we all have a past but not quite like mine.

chapter play list :

replay by zendeya

you found me by the fray

story of my life by one direction

with out you by star power

author's note: guys finally updated  i going to try to update tommorow thnx for readings comment and vote love all my readers ^_^ ♡♥♡♥♡♥