only three more people in front of me. and then me.
god my heart is beating so hard.
two. two people.
i shouldn't be so fucking scared. i'm about to meet the person who i've watched for so long.
i should be excited. i am. a lot. but i'm scared.
one.
i'm about to be up there. meeting him. saying what i've always wanted to say to him. now's my chance.
zero.
first in line. i'm up next. my hands are shaking i'm such a mess. i'm going to embarrass myself and i'm going to hate that i wasted my only time by me fucking it all up. i'm going to look ugly in my picture with him. fuck i forgot what i was going to say. i prepared almost a damn speech. i forgot.
"next!"
i'm frozen.
"i said NEXT!"
i walk. i feel my heart pound with every step i make. my thoughts are furiously running around in my head.
i finally open my mouth
hey amy is this funny
