When you say so things never get worse well... that's all I did. I thought it was over when by girlfriend broke up with me and my parents locked me away. only leaving the room for food or if I have to... (socialize) people just don't want me. I had forgotten what it was like to live.
Then it happened one after another voices. I could hear them never seeing someone near. My thought of reality was lost I tried and tried to kill myself. But for some reason I never gave up. My parents just yelled at me when I said I hate myself. Believe me I've tried many o'times just can't do it.
After about three weeks of me doing this they realized and I was locked up. Oooh... You think you get it no this is different. They have me in a padded room. No door just walls and an attic push door. Yet I can't get it because I'm in a frigging straight jacket!
I wear a muzzle because I talk too much. I scream in my Slumber. It seems they just don't want me screaming at everyone that wants to "help". The people that are coming in and shoving pills down my throat aren't doctors... Nor do they help at all.
I'll just sit in pain for the rest of my sentence. With what I don't know.
Is how long I will be here In this wretched place no matter what its not a hospital whatever they say...
