Loving Bad

I stared at my Wall for hours that night it was 12 PM knowing that the next day all my friends were fake but that day was different that's the day he came here.......

It's the next Morning and my only real friend Sasha just called me saying that I was already late for homeroom "God my dad is going to kill me". I ran as fast as I can to get to the bus but I was already too late it left I was still here so I took a cab even though that's probably the weirdest thing of ever done. When I got to school like 15 minutes to an hour late so she was telling me that there was a new boy at school. Why was I not surprised there was always constantly some kid getting kicked out and new one coming back in. Sasha pointed and said "There he is". I looked over and I saw our new bad boy ugh. Though when I looked at him something was different like I never wanted something more badly. But then again it was just a thought so I kinda erased it from my mind. As he walked past does he give me a flirtatious Smirk.

So at lunchtime I decided to go up to him especially because I had no one to sit with because Sasha was taking extra classes. I went up to him and he looked up to me and he said "Hey pretty boy want a cigarette". I was kinda offended but then again he's new so I Kinda brushed it off my shoulder. "Uh no I want to ask if I could sit here".  Why would a smug  little rich kid want to sit here. My eyes widened because no one has ever talk to me like that not say that people are afraid of me or anything. "Well it's just I don't have no one to sit with". I turned around and I was about to walk away when he grabbed my hand and pulled me in and he said " listen I'm sorry OK I didn't mean to come off as rude go ahead and take a seat".
And after that we talked and talked.

Days past and me and Damion we're like best friends. Sometimes I can barely see him because every girl in school was head over heels for him but we made Time for each other.  I was still having trouble sleeping at night I couldn't really figure out who I was but I didn't really ask questions until one night when Damien snuck up to my bedroom window and gently knocked on it. " Damien what are you doing here it's 1 AM". " i'm sorry I just needed to see you we didn't really talk today so...". That moment something came over me I couldn't think all that was in my head is that I needed Damien. He climbed into my room and we both sat on my bed it was quiet we didn't say anything.  Then Damien said to come closer to me he softly stroked my cheek. And at that moment when I look into his eyes I knew who I was.

As he was stroking my cheek I put my leg around his waist he started to unbutton my shirt. He gently started to kiss my neck. I started to think at what would other people think. And then I stopped thinking and I let my body go. "Nico are you ok with this" I looked up into his light brown eyes and I said " Yes I want this". Then he smiled at me. We leaned down onto my bed and he kissed me. I never felt so alive I started to nibble on his ear and his hands suddenly went down my back. I started to breath heavily as his lips slid down my chest. Then we heard "Nico I'm home" it was my mother Damien quickly jumped off my bed and ran to the window. Be for he left he looked at me and blew me a kiss. My body was tingling I said to myself "I have a boyfriend" I always thought I would be saying I have a girlfriend. My mother bursted in "MOM don't you knock" I said. "Sorry hon I thought I heard something.... oh well get some sleep". My mom closed the door and that night I slept like a baby.

The past few days have been amazing even though we decided not to tell anyone it was still awesome. We did it we're ever we could do it. In the janitors closet, storage room, and even In the bathroom stalls sometimes. The only problem with having a bad boy boyfriend is he gets into trouble a lot and I always have to come to bail him out. That's the price you pay when you fall in love with a bad boy but oh well.

Keeping this secret has been really hard especially from trying to keep it from Karen Prescott. Have you ever had one of those girls at your school who blogs about everything and it goes on the school page. Yep that's Karen Prescott for you. If she ever found out about me and Damien it would be all over the school page. The students will see it the staff at the school see it and worst of all my dad will see it. Yep so even if we want to tell anyone we can't really trust anyone. Specially cause a lot of the kids at the school where ship Karen so yeah nothing we can really do.