Worth It (Completed)

Forty-Three.

"Well damn." I scratched my head.

"You think blue would look good on me ?" I asked her, referring to my hair.

"Why ?" She laughed.

"Cause, I been thankin' bout' it." I shrugged.

"Hell yeah then." She nodded.

"Aight, I'm finna go to bed." I put my food in the refrigerator.

"Okay." She walked towards the living room.

I walked in my room checking my messages and shit. Drewski was cursin' my ass the fuck out. Imani had hit me up, along with Louren and Toonz surprisingly.

I texted back Louren so we could chill at the mall tommrow.

I sat on my bed checking my Snapchat and shit. I loved my lil Snapchat family, she showed mad love.

I checked my snaps and noticed Kodak had sent me a new one. He was at the studio and a song played in the back as a whole crowd of people stood around.

You Like Dis ? 🔥 Or 🐐

Shit fye 😬🐐

You Sho ?

Yh. when you droppin dat ?

Ion Know Yet.

I left him on R and went to take my shower so I could go to sleep.

After I got out the shower and got dressed for bed I strolled on my social media before reposting a meme.

Dej_Rosegold : 🤞🏼💙

•••

"Damn, I missed yo ass Dej." Lo grabbed my ass as she hugged me.

"I missed you too too hoe." I smiled before we walked off.

"You think i would look good with blue hair ?" I asked looking through clothes.

"Hell yeah bitch. You had pink, orange, grey blue gone look good on you." She smiled.

"Jus makin sure." I replied grabbing some clothes to try on.

An hour later, we left the mall and I went and got my hair did because I was tired of the sew-in I had in. I wanted another lace wig anyway.

"You a real crip na'." Louren smirked as I looked in the mirror.

"Yeah, I know." I checked my phone. I had a therapy session today for myself.

"Bae I gotta go." I said looking up.

"Okay." Louren sat in the chair to get her hair done next.

•••

"How have you been, La'daisjah ?" My counselor asked.

"I been good, I guess." I shrugged.

"Today, I want to work with you on your anger." She said.

I took anger management before and it doesn't work at all, I still wanna slice me a bitch.

"I don't think I have problems with that." I shake my head.

"I think you do. Can you give me alittle background of yourself." She asked.

"Uh, I lived with my mom and stepsister." I said.

"What about about your father ?" She looked up from her clipboard.

"He died." I rolled my eyes.

"Why do you say it like that ?" She asked.

"Because He dead. I'on give a fuck either." I said getting mad. I hated talking about my real dad. I'm glad he's dead too.

God forgive me but thats how Im feelin'.

"You have to let it go, so you could deal with your emotions properly. Let's practice. Sit up." She told me.

"Okay." I mumbled.

I ain't gone lie, I didn't try my hardest on these next few chapters cause I made this awhile back🤦♂🤦♂ so bare with me🤧

The last chapter will be the most important so play close attention to that.

ALSOOOOO, I wanna thank y'all for the love on the upcoming stories I have published, I have so much in store for them so please stay tuned☺️♀

I'll also come up with a updating schedule for you guys so I don't overwhelm you all.

One more thing. If your not busy go check out a new book I just published. "Age Ain't Nothing But A Number"

It's a Aaliyah and Tupac love story that takes place in the late 90's. Their deaths will be included as the time period increases. It's lit though 🤸♀❗

I did a Spinoff of 'Project Baby' too. It was a book that I deleted for those of you who didn't understand, it was just a love story between AmourJayda & Kodak Black.

The book didn't go far but the two were married and had children that were symbolized in 'The Octave Family'.

The book is mad lit and displays the lives of their stubborn children so it doesn't matter if you read 'Project Baby' or not. 🙄🤷♀

This was a long ass authors note but y'all get the gist. If you have any questions, pm me or whatnot😘

BLUBENJIS 😉