Since The Day I've Met You

break my heart

I watched you as you pass by the hallways of Arrupe. You look different. You've been working out. I see that glow in your eyes. I see that smile on your lips, too.

I watched you laugh and glance at both directions while you were talking to your circle of friends. This is new. You look happy. How did you find happiness?

Finally, you saw me. It's like you've seen a ghost. With your state of shock, I've seen the old version of you. I think you miss me. It has been 5 months. 

I wanted to tell you how were you without seeing me but with the mask you're showing to me, I don't think you deserve to hear all of it. You have changed and so was I. In the first place, I never really got the chance to know you. But I never dwelled on that thought. I have other things in mind.

Your friends saw me too. Some of them remember me and I've seen amusement plastered in their facial expressions. While your friends were at it, I observed you. I realize, you never changed. I can conclude that the reason why you've changed physically is because you were impressing someone else out there. Glad it wasn't me this time. I hope you're happy because I'm so much happy now. 

Happy that such a person like you had the chance to break my heart secretly without the consent of your words and comfort.