The Resonating of a Montecarlo (ON GOING)

C H A P T E R 1 ☕️

"I have my own reasons and also I don't have any choices to pick either."

"Fuck that reasons child! Always remember that you always have a choice." Really huh? Ngayon ay napatigil ako at pinunasan ko muna ang aking bibig bago tumingin ng malamig sa kanya. I hate it. I hate it how he affects me right now.

"Eh ikaw? Bakit hindi ka tumanggi? You also have to know na dadating din ito, ang hindi ako tumanggi sa kasalang ito. So why did you not object to this agreement huh?" I sat up straightly to look mature in front if him. If you hate immaturity that much then I'll show you my other side then mister.

"I also have my reasons too." Anger is now evident in his eyes. Kunot na noo at salubong na kilay ang tingin nito sa akin.

"See you have your reasons, I have my reasons so bakit nagmumukhang ako pa ang may kasalanan sa kasalan na ito? You want to know reasons? Gusto mo ba?" Paghahamon ko dito.

"Your speechless. I guess your silence means yes." Oo, natahimik siya. You must be humiliated Mr. Alexandro Jaime Murillo Montecarlo.

"If I don't marry you, I'll lose my life I have right now. Home, family, love, and mostly education. Lahat iyon mawawala sa akin kung hindi ako pumayag sa usapan na ito. They threatened me that I'll lose all the people and things around me. They're powerful Mr. Montecarlo and me? I'm just a teenager who wants to live my youthful life right now to the fullest pero hinadlangan nila iyon lahat. So how about you Mr. Montecarlo? What's your reason to agree with this fixed marriage?" I can't believe na nasabi ko lahat iyon ng hindi nararamdaman ang luha na umaagos mula sa aking mga mata.

"And also I may look physically fine but I'm beaten black and blue emotionally on the inside at bago ako tumayo dito sa hapag kainan na ito may balak ka bang ipaalam ka ba sabihin ang rason mo? If not then fine." I said before standing up.

"Just like what you said child, its fine." He said and resumed to eating. He's at it again

"You're ruthless Mr. Montecarlo. Wag kang magalala ako na lang ang hahanap ng paraan upang matigil ang walang kwentang kasalan na ito." I'm so effing disappointed with my life right now.

And this time hindi na napigilan ng luhang nagbabadya sa aking mata ang bumagsak. It poured down continuously down to my eyes and to my cheeks, until it reaches jaw leaving traces of tears in the floor carpeted of this house.

Magiging ganito na lang ba kami lagi?

Lumabas ako ng mansyon at nagpunta sa private beach na pagmamayari nila.

I took off my Jimmy Choos before walking into the thick white sand covering the surface of this beautiful scenery. Ngayon kahit papaano ay nabawasan ang sama ng kaunti ang sama ng loob ko mula sa aking dibdib.

My finger holding the ends of my shoes while enjoying the crushing if the waves into the wet sands of Sta. Elena.

Just by looking at this view from the entourage to the blue sea itself makes me feel at ease because some things or places like this would really exist to this world we are now living on.

Pero hindi lahat ng nakakamamangha ay mananatiling nakakamangha at nakakagaganda because I know that every beauty that it hold, also holds the destruction that might cause us the extinction of our own species.