Did you know that your whole life can change with one mistake? Did you know that you can destroy your relation with the one you love because of that mistake? Did you know if you loose something valuable you will never get it back? Did you know that you can change or destroy your self by just that one mistake? Did you know thats what i'm going threw now? If i'm going to tell you my mistake I must start from the beginning. It all started before new years like 4 or 5 days before new years. I asked to stay at my dads for a little longer until new years eve but. My mistake was leaving my dog behind. Since I did that she got hit by a car. My mother called she said she was at work when this had happened. My step dad went outside to see our cherry treeing in the front of our house but he did not know that my dog went outside because she is small. When he was not paying attention my dog went to go with my other dog her name was fancy they went across the street but my dog was to slow. She got hit by the car. My step dad heard a thud and walked to it and saw my poor dog dead and hopeless on the floor. So he grabbed my dog and call my mom. Then they both called me. They said they did not want to see my dog dead because it might have been to much. I busted in tears and lock myself in my room for the next day or two. Just hearing about my dogs death mad me cry i think i would have killed myself if I saw her. My dog was like a daughter to me I broke rules for her. I'd do anything for her. This would have not happened if just went home. Before she died I had A's and B's as my grades after she died they were C's,D's and 1 or 2 A's. When she passed my grades lowered. I have not controlled my anger. I have not been myself since then. Today was terrible and I might just loose all my friends today was terrible. It was the blackout bash I was having a great time just enjoying myself until I went to go sit down and David comes and tells me why did you make .... cry? I said I was mad a her but he still wants to know why but I could not tell him. David would have found out. Then he told me I have this urge to hit you. I said go a head but he does not want to get in trouble. I knew he would not do it and even if he did he would be sorry. Then I thought wait he does not want to get in trouble but he does not care for hitting a friend for even hurting. I went to the bathroom and calm myself down but no one would stop taking about it. So I grabbed my back pack and left. I was so mad I kicked the wall all my strength I hurt my leg and I got a scratch mark. Anyway today was a bad day I went home and laid down with my cat and we fell asleep not looking forward to the next day...
