Pitiful teenage girl.

The truth comes out

It was 2:30 a.m. As Kessari sat up fast in Codas bed. She looked over to her side to see him sleeping so peaceful and sound. She didn't whant to wake him up but she wouldn't have a way to get home. She already new that she was going to be in trouble. She reaches over to shake coda "Coda.... Babe you need to wake up. I'm gonna be in trouble if I don't get home before sunset." Coda just let out a small grumpy moan. "CODA!!!" Coda jumped. "Huh? What is it babe?" "I was supposed to be home 5 hours ago!" Coda sat up and rubbed his eyes. "Are you serious?" Kessari gave him a serious face "YES! Now get up please. I need you to take me home." Coda got up slowly and went to look for his cloths as Kessari did the same. After they got everything they started back for Kessaris house.

They pulled up into Kessaris drive way. Kessari looked up at her mothers room to see that there were still lights on. "Oh god. Well I might not see you tomorrow. Unless I can find a really good reason why I'm home this late." Coda looked over at Kessari and held her hand as he looked her in the eyes. "I know this whont be the best way for me to meet your mom but I don't whant you to get into trouble so I'm going in with you so I can hopefully help you out while you lie to your mother." He let out a small chuckle. "Okay?" Kessari got worried. "I can't let you do that." "Well it's going to happen. It wouldn't be a verry gentleman thing for me to just drop you off and leeve while you get yelled at by your mother." Kessari stared him in the eyes. "Thank you." Coda smiled at her. "Now come on let's go meet your mother."

Kessari and Coda got out of the car and whent up to the house door. Kessari took a deep breath and opened the door. Coda grabbed her hand "you'lle be fine" he gave her a small smile. They could here foot steps from up stairs. Kessari yelled her moms name. And then automatically heard stomping combing twards the steps. "Do you have any idea what time it is young lady!" Kessari whatched her mom come down the stairs. "Uh... Yes and I'm sorry I realy am! I didn't mean to be gone this long!" Her mom gave her a scolled and then looked over at Coda. "And who the fuck is this!?" "This uh is" "My name is Coda ma'am." He reached his hand out to shake Kessaris moms hand. "I'm so sorry I kept your daughter out so late. It wasn't my intentions to do that. I promise you. I just whant to take her out on a date and get to know her better. We got to talking and then lost track of time. It whont ever happen again I promise you miss."

"It better not. I except your apology. Thank you for bringing her back. You may go now." Kessaris mom gave Coda a wave to go out the door. Kessari whent over to Coda and rapped her arms around him. "I had a great time. Thank you" Coda squeezed her closer ignoring that her mom was standing right there. "I'm glad we got to spend time together. I hope we can again soon." He kissed kessari on the four head and said goodnight then left.

"Kessari what were you thinking staying out this late with some boy?! He could of raped you!" "Well he didn't! I told him I wanted him mother! I love him! We have a connection with each other. He makes me feel loved and whanted in this world. That's something that you don't do! All you do is act like it. It's the same every move we make. You try to be this nice new mom at first. But soon you just turn back into the old mom that you always have been. And then when people start to notice we move! Every dame time!! But not this time mom!" Kessaris mom just sat down. "Then I guess with that you can just go up to your room." Kessari started up the stairs to her room. "And kessari! Don't bother coming in the kitchen for the next week. You whont be eating." "Yes ma'am."

As soon as Kessari got up to her room. She locked the door and whent into her bathroom to find the razor she had hidden. She picked it up and looked over it. She wasn't sure if she should do this. *what about Coda? He's the only one that truly cares for me if was to see my cuts i don't know what he would do. I could just hide them.* at that moment Kessari heard banging on her door. "Kessari open this door right now! You know what your in for!" She put the razor back were it was hidden and whent to the door. When she opened the door she saw a leather belt in her moms right hand. Her mom looked like she had been crying. "Get over the bed right now." Kessari walked over to her bed pulled off her shirt and leaned against it. Kessaris mother walked over to Kessari and examined the old scars on her back. "Let's see. You were 5 hours late on being home on time. So that's let's see 10? Then there's you yelling at me. That should be another 10. But you did say the truth so I'll make it 5 instead. And together that will be 15. Don't worry darling I'll make it go by fast."

"Here put this in your mouth so the neighbors don't here you." She handed Kessari a rag to stuff in her mouth to bite down on. Her hand whent high up and then she whipped Kessari as hard as she could. Kessari grabed the covers while trying to hold in her screams from every strike her mom gave her. She could feel the welts rise up on her back from every time she was hit. Her mom was soon done. "You whont be going to school any more. I'm home schooling you from now on. And when you learn how to get your act together then maybe I'll let you go back to public schooling."

Kessari just laid on her bed crying trying to ignore the pain that she was going through. She heard her mom slam the door behind her. She got up and whent over to her mirror to look over her body. As she looked at her back she could see the welts from we're she was hit. There were some that had carved into her skin. And bruises left behind. She whent into her bathroom and turned the bath on. As the water ran she watched herself in the mirror. *why? Why am I even alive. I'm a terrible person and I hate my life. I'm wealth less. And stupid. And now that I found someone special to me he whont ever see me again.* she started to cry as she striped from her cloths.

She sat in her bathtub with a razor by her side awaiting to be used once more. Kessari looked over at the razor and saw nothing but painful memories. She grabbed the razor and pressed it up against her thigh skin. She closed her, took a deep breath and slid the razor across her thigh. She opened her eyes to see that she had just created another permanent scar. But she didn't care. It helped her let out the pain she had hidden deep within her own soul. She put the razor to her skin and made another soon to be scar. And with each and every carve that she put into her skin she would name every imperfection of herself. After wards she put the razor down and slid down into her bath water to watch the blood seep from her cuts. She could herself shaking she was week. She tried to get up out of the bath but just fell back down. Her eyes grew heavy. Every thing began to get dark. *is this the end? Am I finally done with my life on this hell hole? I didn't mean for this to happen.....*