Sweet Vanilla

Rosa

This goes out to sweet rose, you may never read this, but this dedication still goes out to you.

I seriously would have never seen myself writing on the account, this was just a rando account to read books but here I am late at night supposed to be asleep. Well if anyone reads this, i hope you enjoy!
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Pt.1 of 2

Sweet as pie even though I never cared for it, the pie not you of course. That sparkle at the end of every sentence.  Like the way your braces shined in the light whenever you smiled. And that crinkle at the end of your eye as your small dimples form on each sides of your pale pink lips, when I hear sounds of screams and giggles calls out my name. Even the way your dark coffee hair falls over your face still makes me second guess everything i am. But how can I already be describing someone you dare not know about...so let's call her Rosa.

The way I talk about Rosa seems like I'm in love but I'm not, just an observer of beauty loved by many. And how could I talk about such a person who is, my closest friend. You...you have gotten into my head and I want out, I need out. Everything I think about seems to come back to you...even food. I'm not love sick, I don't cry, I can definitely still eat, and I sleep pretty well its just those thoughs of you send me into chills.  Were so close but some how still far away. I fear one day you'll know the truth and our friendship will be ruined forever....

You love sweets, I mean you live for them. And your favorite so happens to be ice cream, to be more specific chocolate ice cream. We make a pact for no more ice cream and sweets if we want our dream beach bodies, as I drift off to space imaging your glistening beautiful tan body sprawled out on the beach waiting for me to touch, feel, love... I force myself to snap out of it remembering what couldn't be.