i wanted you in a way i didn't know i could want something.
i wanted to know you were mine. that you still loved me. that you wanted me back.
gosh i would of done anything i get you back.
but at the same time i just wanted to be okay.
and i didn't know if being okay meant moving on, fixing my heartbreak.
or trying to get back to you.
i didn't know if you wanted me back.
you said you still loved me.
but i guess not enough to try and fix what you had broken.
you said you were trying to fix it.
but you didn't see that the broken item was right in front of you.
that simply saying "i'm sorry.... i want you back.... i made a mistake... forgive me..." would of fixed it.
i would of been still hurt but then atleast i knew that you were mine again....
now i don't know what to do....
i don't know what you want to do...
but i wanna be okay....
help me...?
