If...?
If you could take something back and fix it, would You?
Maybe just maybe if I had a brain( well I mean like a brain that's for good use) things wouldn't be like this today. I seem to get blamed for a lot of things. Things that aren't even my fault. There usually snots fault.
Most people have something that helps them when their stressed. I had something like that but... he's gone. It was my brother. He committed suicide on... January 24th 2017. He was the person I would always go to if I couldn't handle things. Like if he was here January 26th it would've made things better. I miss him a lot. I lost 2 people that week. One was my fault the other I had no control over. I wish he were here so I would have a shoulder to cry on. I was different w/ him. I was never stressed with him. Life was easy. Then everything changed.... It wasn't for the good. Him dying turned my life into jumble of mysteries. What was I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do. I have nobody like him. I remember myself being on wink news trembeling... not knowing what to say. All I remember saying is... that I missed him so much and life will never be the same. Yet nobody knew what I was going through yet they all had the decency to judge me.
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RandomApparently they all know me. At least they think they do. Except they don't know anything about me.
