I am afraid of people, not of then attacking me physically, that doesn't bother me that much. What really bothers me is what they think of me, what their opinion of me is. I'm what's wrong, there's nothing I can do about it, if I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone around me. How do I handle this? I don't know how to handle this, do you know how it feels to look into the mirror and hate yourself. Sometimes someone hurts you so bad, it stops hurting at all. I am unseen, unheard and there are so many that don't want me. It hurts so bad I can't breathe, I can't do worse. I'm not angry, I'm in pain and you put me there, a person who was suppose to love me more than anything. I can't love you and I can't hate you, I just need to nothing you, I need to feel nothing for you. I need to not think about you or care about you at all. I feel like screaming, God can't you see me? Can't you see me? Really look at me, help me, I need you to help me.
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Thoughts from a troubled mind
PoetryThese are just some thoughts and feelings, it may be triggering to some so I figured I'd put that in ahead of time.
