I'm at war with myself
Deep inside my heart
I'm at war with myself
"BOY" shouts my heart and brain "Lies" my body says
I'm at war with myself
Unheard cries at night "Act like a girl, dress like one too it'll go away eventually!" I say to myself hoping it to be true
I'm at war with myself
"It's been so long trying to be a girl, why am I like this" I ask "Why can't I just be normal"
I'm at war with myself
But who isn't at this age
I'm at war with myself
And I'm sorry but I can't control it and I don't know why I thought I could
I'm at war with myself
And it's beginning to end
The war is ending
And I'm giving myself peace
The war has ended
And I'm still coming to terms with myself but I am a boy, and I am ok with it but your not
The war has ended with myself
But one has started with you
