silence did not made sense
thought you were a friend
but you just
bind me with chains,
built a fence
but you are so much more
i enjoyed you at first
a satisfaction that quench a thirst
never thought was present
or a thing you offered
never knew i needed
like drug got my tounge tied
it felt good
you felt good
we flew high
high above
i could touch the sky
til the ground became
foreign
clouds dancin
i reach out
but it felt nothing
my hands numb
chew a gum
taste something
i stayed there long
heard your song
i sang along
i felt you again
face ablur
a scent so captivating
a whisper heard
like a shout so loud
then you turned
saw you so clear
name popped inside my head
what are you doing?
i landed suddenly
where were you when im falling
my mind died with my soul
breathing heavily
i depended only on what you gave me
you killed me
i lost my sanity
your name engrave
in my grave
silence you're never a friend
you were a lover til the end
you had a name
silence
you're my substance
was it lawrence?
clarence?
oh!
it is...
it's...
Lauren.
