Well first off, my name is Ashley. I'm 18 and its my last year of highschool. I'm black, and I'm very shy at first until you get to know me. I don't go out, I stay in the house 25/8.
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Let's go back a little bit:
I was once in a almost 2 year long distance relationship. It wasn't long distance when we got together, but I moved and she wanted to stay together. It was abusive even though it was long distance. She used to cheat on me, and then say I made her do it, started arguments with me for no reason, call me out of my name, everything. I stayed with her because I had made a promise that I wouldn't leave her. But shit a person can only take so much. That bitch was jealous asf but I liked it because I thought she cared. But she didn't. She let other bitches text me talking about how she was talking to them, then I brought it up, she made it seem like they were lying. So anyway, on August 17th (the first day of my senior year), I'm nervous as always. But my "sister" Bre was there to help me. Since I'm a senior I have a late start. But as we getting through the every year lectures and shit, I couldn't wait to check out my early childhood class. 11:20 finally rolls around, and I'm waiting on the bus. (I go to two different schools). On this bus ride, which felt long, I was singing along to the radio. We finally get there & I walk into class, and I felt like all eyes were on me. After everyone got there, the teacher made us introduce ourselves. But not the usual "hey my name is...." But with building blocks. Lmao. So 9 of us are on the rug telling every one what school we go to, our age, our grade, and what made us want to deal with young children. I'm observing the girls to see who Imma become cool with. We gets up and I can see most of the girls know each other. I seen this cute girl. To me she looked like a tomboy. About a week and a half later, we all started getting used to each other. Maybe a little too much. This girl Kiara had nice ass. I couldn't help but to touch it every chance I got. (She didn't tell me to stop so😜). Then I started noticing that the girl I thought was cute started touching kiara & me. Then it was just me. I never gave it any attention but I liked it. I never told anyone I liked them but everyday I was eager to go to school.
Fast forward to October.
So two months later its my birthday month. I'm about to be 18 on the 21st. So as the days are counting down, me & my ex bitch constantly arguing. I didn't even care, I was actually glad we broke up to be honest. So one night I'm talking to my friend about the girl I low key liked (they knew each other & were close) so I'm playing it cool asking her if her friend had a boyfriend or a girlfriend. She said no. Then...
