Moving physically drained me. Leaving everyone and knowing my life was going to be completely different. Id miss my home town of Basingstoke. I guess my new home is Leeds , I don't know if ill like it , I mean what if I never get used to it and my life just goes down hill. I guess Ill just have to play it by year. Dad have advised me to try make as many friends as possible. I've heard that everyone's different here everyone in Basingstoke are nice and loving and you'll be easily excepted. I really hope that here's the same. My first impressions weren't really good, pulling up to my new house and smiling at my new neighbour just to get a mucky look in return. We had been in the house for two days know and had almost everything done. We had the Kitchen completely done along with the bathroom and kitchen although none of the upstairs rooms had been done. I started school and just the thought of starting school made me sick to my stomach. What if I have no mates and its not exactly like I can hang around with my sisters because that would be embarrassing and there not even in my year there 4 years below and have only just started my school. Amber and Amelia the terror twins I like to call them. People seem to think they're the sweetest cutest twins ever but not me especially with them being my sisters. Along with the terror twins I have one brother called Ethan the age of 17. Then there's me Ella aged 15.
I opened my half asleep eyes and took a deep breath knowing today was the day I started school. I woke up REALLY early to make sure that I looked perfect. I had my black long hair straight , soft and shiny. I had my make up to the extreme. But don't worry Im really god at make up and looked goals not like my next door neighbour who had eyebrows the size of a large tree. I was all set in my uniform and even though I woke up early I still didn't have time for breakfast but to be honest im not sure I even wanted food with how nervously sick I felt. At my last school the uniform was so different the girls had to where the same as the buys but here the girls uniform was knee high black socks, one of them classic school skirts where it was semi short black skirt pulled up above my waist , white short sleeved button up white blouse, black blazer and striped blue an white tie and last of all the classic dolly shoes. My dad could drive but wouldn't be able to drop me of everyday so the buss it was. The buss stop was only 2 minutes from my house. I had arrived with my two sisters. We had waited 10 minutes for the buss and surprisingly there wasn't anyone else at the buss stop. I spent the buss ride starring at other people just been nosy. Luckily they didn't notice. The buss arrived just outside of the school as it was a public buss and not a school one. We got of the buss and started walking into the massive school. I t was ALOT bigger than any school Id ever been to. At this time I had ditched my two sisters to be honest I didn't really want to be seen with them and would rather be seen walking alone like a loner with new mates but I just hoped that people knew that I was new not just a loner. A group of lads came up to me and started walking with me. One put his arm around me. "Hey sexy" said one of the lads. I was quite startled and didn't really know what to do things like this didn't happen in my old town. I grabbed his arm and took it of me and said "don't think so" His friends laughed. One of his friends then asked "Are you new?" I couldn't just answer normally I had to think of something smart and good so I wouldn't look boring but Id look interesting. "No im just walking alone for the fun of it" they laughed and that was a good sign. "Well im Noah" said the guy who first put his arm around me. "Ella" I said carrying on walking. "My place tonight?" asked Noah. At this point a girl started walking with us and pushed through the middle of the 5 boys walking with me in front saying "Sorry boys but Im sure she doesn't want your one inch kories" I didn't even get to see there reaction as they stopped walking and I didn't even turn around as it would ruin how cool me and this girl just looked. "Thanks that was really nice of you" I said to her trying not to be shy.
"Don't swet it Im Stella and you are???"
"Ella"
"Are you the new lass"
"Yeah"
"Well you can hang around with me and the girls"
"Thanks and who are the girls?"
"Youll meet then later Ill walk you to form, which form are you actually in?"
"10.2"
Stella was actually n the same form to me and we spent all form time talking about The Girls. So far I had learnt that there's
Tailor Grey- Aged 15
Paige Turner-Aged 15
Leah Smith- Aged 15
Meghan Fara-Aged16
Summer Davis-Aged15
Skylar Casey-Aged 15
They seemed great and from what I picked up in form they was the popular. I really want to fit in with them but if I act weird and all I really wanna be mates with you then there not gonna be mates with me I just have to act cool and relaxed and so far Stella seemed to like me. Stella walked me to first period second and third. Then it was break. She came to my lesson at the end of third period and told me that I would meet the girls. I wasn't nervous but more excited. Stella took me to the girls and not going to lie they was all so gorgeous.
Stella: Girls this is Ella the new girl
Me: Hi
Skylar: Hi do you know any one else who goes here?
Me: No except my two sisters in year 7
Paige: Oh well you can hang with us
Meghan: Are you a goody girl?
Tailor: Meghan!
Meghan: What
Me: Its fine and um I guess I come from a place so different from here
Summer: Well don't worry well help you get used to it
The girls invited me out tonight and I knew what everyone do here ... drink and smoke so f I was going to fit in then I had to make a good impression. They was a corner shop from around my house and I had a £10 so I went and stood out side of the shop waiting for someone 21 or over to go in for me. All of a sudden Noah passed me. He stopped and turned around.
Noah: Ella isn't it?
Me: Yup
Noah: What you waiting for?
Me: Someone to go in for me
Noah: What you wanting?
Me: Nothing your old enough to get for me
Noah pulled a fake ID out of his pocket
Noah: You sure
Me: Vodka
Noah turned around and headed into the shop and came out two seconds later with a blue bag and passed it to me.
Me: Thanks
Noah: Is that the only thing you want from me
He stepped close and put his hand on my leg and slowly moving it up my skirt. I grabbed his hands and pushed it away and said "No thanks that will be all" With a smirk. I turned around and walked back home. I got to my house and hid the bottle in my coat. I went in and straight up to my empty room. I got ready to go and grabbed my vodka and left the house without telling my dad Ill text him when I get there. I had gotten the buss to Skylar's like planned. We got on the buss to meet the rest of the girls. We met out side a run down place.
Me: Hey girls
Skylar: Girls I liked Ella in the first place but I really like her now
Me: I brung a gift
I pulled the vodka out of the bag and passed it to one of the girls.
Meghan: Your an actual angel
That night I got really close with the girls and I also got really drunk as did the rest. This was my first time drinking and I had a goodtime. I had been brung up to think that drinking was bad but obviously Im a reb. Not really
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Fitting In
AcakA new school and a new life style. Everythings different and its not only the things are me that's changed. Ive changed, maybe to fast ... will everything come crashing down? Some questions ran through my head. What should I do ? How did this happen...
