saving Kallie Jene

Mentally in love?

"what Hospital? " I asked

"Ni-"Liam started but I cut him off

"what fucking hospital?"I yelled

(Kallie POV)

"He didn't save you because he hates you" the demon's inside my head said, "NO" I scream back, covering my ears with my hands and dropping to my knee's. "Its true, in fact everybody hates you" they say "tell me something I don't know"I cry "but mostly him"they add, "GET OUT OF ME HEAD" I screech, pounding on the floor with me fists. "No" they laugh at me, before anything else could be said, the door of the white opens and a pail, sad version of my lost love enters.

"Kallie"he says, his voice full of relief and he walks quickly toward me. From on the floor I slide under the white bed "no, no, no, I'm hallucinating, there doing this to me on prepossessed, there taking the most important thing in my life and rubbing it in my face because I cant have it "I say carefully watching his next move.

"who is they?" he asked

"the demonds inside"I growl

I scrunch up my nose at the mention of THEM.

"Niall, could you bring me some tape, a black maker, and a bunch of paper ...please" I asked "sure"he answers raising his eyebrow, and exits the white room.

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When he reterned, his arms are so full he almost falls over trying not to drop anything. "Here you go princess"he say's and I smile for the the first time in two months. "Thank you"I say, and begin to write one word on each piece of paper with the marker and tape it to the ceiling.

After an hour or two, the silence filling the room is broken "what is it?"he asked looking at the ceiling, Which is covers with paper, "every name Someone has ever called me"I answer laying on the floor In the middle of the room and study the masterpiece of:

Bitch, hore, fat, ugly, cunt, fake, slut, basterd.

"why would yo-"he began but I cut him off "pain" my eyes eyes start to droop, and the last thing I herd before falling asleep is a door slamming shut.

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(Niall POV)

I couldn't do it anymore, I ran slamming the door behind me.

What the hell happens to her?

Actually, I don't care what happens to her, whatever it was, she was taking it out of proportion.

I've been drinking a lot lately and everyone gets mad at me because I don't have a reason to get drunk.

Well now I do!!!

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(Kallie POV)  a week later

When I woke up, he was gone. For days I waited for my prince to return, but every night when he didn't, I cried myself to sleep. Its day seven without his smile brightening my life, right now I'm alone in the darkness. Since the the morning, he wasn't there, I have the demons out, I had tried multiple times before, but I had never had the power, untill they pushed Niall away.

"sweetheart, You are able to leave if someone comes and signs you out" the nurse said after waking me up.

The hospital started to send someone to wake me because if they didn't I would just lay in bed and cry.

"okay"I say halfhearted

"I -I'm so -s-sorry"she stutters, letting tears come out

"for what?"I ask confused

"f-for what that man d-did to you"she say's still crying

"how did you know?"I said, now in tears

"the whole hospital knows, you cry and screen in your sleep"she said and left the room just as two of my best friends walked in the room.

we all sat there and talked about random shit, I missed these girls SO much, its been two months a week and a few days since I had last seen them.

I finally told them what the nurse told me about leaving "REALLY, KALL WHY DIDNT YOU TELL US SOONER, WE COULD HAVE HAD YOU OUT OF HERE BY NOW"Blaire said excitedly

"well its harder to ask someone to sign you out of a mental hospital than you might think"I say with a laugh.

"well you pack up what you have and we'll get you out of here"Lili says excitedly grabbing Blaire and skipping out.

If she keeps up such a happy attitude, they might replace me with her. I through what I have, which isn't much, into a suitcase and am prepared to leave, then I start wondering, what if everyone treats me differently?

my thoughts are put to rest by Lili and Blaire, who have already hooked there arm around my'n, on my right is Lili and left is Blaire. I'm luckey my suitcase had backpack strap's because I don't think Blaire or Lili were willing to let me go.

(One car ride later)

I'm so freaking nervous that I'm shaking. We approach the hotel door and Lili enters first, then Blaire, but I was stuck in place and was afraid to move. Zayn saw me in the door way and must have noticed how scared I was because he walked over to me and said "its okay Kallie" a small wait lifted from my shoulder's and I could move.

I took one step in the hotel room before I was attacked "KALLIE"Louis yelled hugging me, over Louis's shoulder I looked around the room untill I saw Niall.

Niall turned to Lili "what is SHE doing here?"he said "NIALL"Lili and Blaire screamed. I acted quickly, I pushed Louis away and ran. I ran out into the poring rain that bit my skin with its icy touch, I don't know were I'm going, but I had to get out of there, I have to get out of this life.

Soon I am far from the hotel, I run into the middle of the road.

Head lights flash in the darkness, I squeezed my eyes shut and took this car in with open arms.