~This is my belief in suicide, I dont right this fir myself or to ask for attention. I write this to help people understand why better.~
I dont think you know what tunnel vision is like.
To have everything that haunts build a wall.
Imagine this
Imagine anxiety and depression.
Sadness and self doubt.
Some may even say self pity well they dont know what they talk about.
Everything you fear, and all those things you hate.
All those things are a wall worse then a gate
Times a wall behind you and it won't stop pushing you forward.
But anxiety and loneliness have built a tunnel around you.
It's soundless and theirs nothing you can do.
The light at the end in the path people with scream not to take.
The sound proof walls make it too late.
That one person make take a bit of that fear away so you hear their cries to save you
Finally you walk to the walk but the gap is to small to make it through
I know everyone has that person but the space isnt big enough
This tunnel vision it's making it tough
You will always ask why and here is the reason
Sometimes being one person you can't save them from meeting
You cant stop the bleeding
Tunnel vision is the reason they have self pity
Because that your cruel words are less then many
